It didn't turn out like what i expected.

I confessed my feelings towards him. Like i expected, it didnt turn out like what i've wanted . I am in a progress of forgetting him. Feeling helpless. Worthless. I felt that i have fallen for the wrong person. I shouldn't have played with fire in the first place. I shouldn't. But now everything is over. It's way over.

The feeling is unbearable. Everything is falling at the very same time. My personal problem and my family problems. Everything cropped up. Making me feel so stressed. I feel way worst than the time i fell head over heels for Khairi. Im feeling all mixed. Mixed . Stress is the fucking word.

Edited @ 31st Dec, 1:33am .
After crying my heart out loud . I felt so much better. Thanks to Lia Amalina and Nurul Fathihah who crapped w me in facebook :D Hahaha, especially Fathihah for staying thru the night talking about hairstyles . *Laughs* I have a new me, a positive me. To start the new year w a rly good and positive attitude. Jiayou EEFARH!Ive got my own self motivation, baby!

Thank you for everything, thank you for your advices and all. It's not worth it because it takes two hands to clap. And this is just a 'one sided' relationship. I wish you all the very best for the both of you. Jiayou!

Thank you Amirul Hakim (:
Thank you Papa, Mummy and Andyqa for the advices you gave me.
And btw, im beginning to fall in luv w my bf ,he is so sweet.