As i slowly wiped the tears off my face, i kept muttering his name under my breath. I couldn't take this any longer, i am not who i used to be. I am not the person who used to be strong and not afraid of rejections. Now, im so afraid of the world. Afraid of being rejected, afraid of being laughed at. And even being afraid who i am. I can be compared to a coward. A big , fat, coward.
I am just like a rose, withering slowly as the days go by. Losing hope, losing faith and most of all, losing my confidence and self-esteem.
This is how i feel about myself now.
Useless . Hopeless . Courageless.
xoxo.
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