Insomnia .

Im having such an imsoniatic night :(
I just can't sleep tonight , questions running through my mind.
I have no clue to whether it's a positive or a negative thing.
Im hungry because i have yet eaten my dinner as i have of no mood at all.
I feel that certain of my friends are just plain _______ .
I don't know who to tell thy whole load of secrets to.
Can i or can i not trust you? Dear diary.

& am i ever fit enough to live on this world? i feel like dying.
Kill me now. Kill me now. Kill me now.
Until the depression is over, bye.

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Tomorrow he's going back to Malaysia to help his aunty.
And i will be all alone in Singapore. Pfffffffffffffffffft.
I will miss my luv dearly )': Off to talk to him on the phone !

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