Im just going to post what i feel alright. I don't feel good today .
I just felt the sudden urge to cry . I realise that i am not who i used to be. I know, i used to be a cry baby and such, but i was happy with who i was. I was the happy-go-lucky, the one who always want to join different different competitions to get different kinds of exposures. Now, i don't really cry much but who am i kidding? I don't think im happy at all. Everyone is asking me to break up with Y , and say he's not suitable for me and such. But were you all there for me when i was really down? When i felt like committing suicide ? When i felt like killing myself ? He was there for me, but not all the times but most of it.
People wanted me to change my bitchy attitude, and i did. And now im finding for my happiness, you people ask me to break with him. So what if he's from a lower stream ? He's trying his best to improve himself . I just don't see why you people don't accept him. I feel like crying now. If i can't be happy then should i be sad for all my life ? Should I ?
Im just clueless of what you people want from me . Seriously. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Maybe im just too young and immature to experience all this bf/gf thing.
:'( :'( :'(
Fuck you moodswing, fuck you.
I don't like who i am today. I am not happy with who i am now.
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