Awexomeeeeness.

KARAOKE'in WITH FATIN WAS AWEXOME.

She somehow made my day :)

We watched teevee.

We watched cartoons .

We bling-ed (!) our handphones with jewelry stickers.

We played computer .

We did a small 'birthday online' card for Fathin dearie @ Ratemydrawings.

We ate vanilla ice cream that jie gave me.

We ate roti pratas at the nearby kopitiam near my house.

We ate chocolates while lazing around under blocks.

We took alot of random pictures.

We karaoked M2M songs, westlife songs, Matta band songs, alot more songs.

We thanked god that it rained so sepak takraw boys didn't play sepak takraw.

We thanked god for not getting disturbed by those hooligans.

We had so much fun on a stupid dumb friday !

We are no lesbies.

Byebye, later i shall elaborate further.

Haven't call B to check on him whether he have eaten his lunch .

Hope he gets well soon , i miss him so v much >:

View My Drawing

Haircutz.

I have been getting alot of positive comments for my new hair cut. I guess it suits me pretty well :D Hehehe . Well very honoured in a way. I'm still wondering why Fathin (twinny) is not celebrating her birthday tomorrow >: I've prepared a birthday card for her already. Well, tomorrow shall give it to her face-to-face bah.

Anyway , HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO AFIQ :D

and HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FATHIN (twinny) :D

Shall elaborate it tomorrow yeah :D Weeehooooo .

@Khaliesa's: I guess i can make it to the class outing . Hahha . I shall spread the word around :D

@dijah: Shall cheer up alright .Thanks bestie :D

@Myrahh : Thanks yawh. Your haircut nicer lor. ILOIKEYOURHAIR :D

@lynn's : Yeah, im taking art next year as a combi.

@Sharifah's : Thank you :D

@Ivyy's: Aiyo, look younger but who more chio? You what.

@Fath's: Hahah, yeap new hairstyle ! I like your hair man. Want to exchange? Thanks :D Hehe.

@RachelNg: Hahah, that was a random comment but thanks yawh ! :D

@Nurf's: Why ? Is there something that's bugging you? Don't be sad okay. Soon-to-be-birthday girl.

Concavity (got such word?)

Yeap, i cut my hair concaved. Thanks to jie , she said i look better with concave cause i look rather boring with long hair . Hahaha !

Do comment on my new hairstyle . Byebye .

Moodswings / Relationships .

Im just going to post what i feel alright. I don't feel good today .

I just felt the sudden urge to cry . I realise that i am not who i used to be. I know, i used to be a cry baby and such, but i was happy with who i was. I was the happy-go-lucky, the one who always want to join different different competitions to get different kinds of exposures. Now, i don't really cry much but who am i kidding? I don't think im happy at all. Everyone is asking me to break up with Y , and say he's not suitable for me and such. But were you all there for me when i was really down? When i felt like committing suicide ? When i felt like killing myself ? He was there for me, but not all the times but most of it.

People wanted me to change my bitchy attitude, and i did. And now im finding for my happiness, you people ask me to break with him. So what if he's from a lower stream ? He's trying his best to improve himself . I just don't see why you people don't accept him. I feel like crying now. If i can't be happy then should i be sad for all my life ? Should I ?
Im just clueless of what you people want from me . Seriously. Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Maybe im just too young and immature to experience all this bf/gf thing.
:'( :'( :'(

Fuck you moodswing, fuck you.
I don't like who i am today. I am not happy with who i am now.

Flunking in life.

Lazy to post uh, but whatever. Currently talking to Khairi dude. Bleah . He said he got into triple science . My message : Triple science or Nipple science.? Lol :D

I think i should know how to make love is something innocent without leaving my fingerprints .. currently listening to Starstrukk featuring K.Perry . I don't know where my phone is now . Bleah. Thank you B for waking me up @ 6.30am . Hahah , half an hour earlier than expected. He finally changed for the better. Thank you B , I Y you :)

Me : I call your home phone , engaged. I tried to contact you for nearly an hour okay!
Him: I'm Sorry.
Me : Fine uh, like this i also don't want to talk uh .
Him : B .. Sayang.. Im sorry .
Me : Tsk.
Him : B, i don't want to fight today. B , I love you and i don't want to lose you .
Me : *Heart melts but pretending to be angry* Yahyah (Hahah, im such an egoist)

Btw i screwed up my PSLEs. Screwed it up totally. Yesterday i screwed up at the Al Quran part, today i screwed up the solat part. I got too tensed and mixed everything up. *Poof* Flunking in my PSLEs. I need to do my very best for the written papers. Pfft pffft pffffffffffffffffffffffft.

Okay , eventhough Afiq is at China's. I would like to wish him a very Happy 14th Birthday , which falls on 19thNov. Have fun @ China , dude. Hahaha . Okay and happy birthday to Fatin's friend which is actually tomorrow ! I don't know how old the friend is but HAPPY BIRTHDAY la k. hahaha.

This used to be a fun house , and now it's full with evil clowns .
I'm so going to burn this fucker down.

The way you smile .

Headlines : I FEEL LIKE KILLING MUHD. KHIDHIR BIN ANWAR !!
because he didn't attend the St. Anthony's Alumni shitty stuff, omg lah.
He told me to go when he himself never go, wah kanasai ! Call his house no one.
Call his phone, cannot be relied on at all. Grrrrr .

Good afternoon readers. So let's post about yesterday aye. In the early morning woke up, showered then got ready for religious class . Well, didn't intend to go , but what to do? Psle is just starting tomorrow, and i didn't revise at all for Al Quran part. Blahblah .

Went home slacked and slacked . Sat beside jie and was webcamming with Alyph, from Sleeq (girls usually go gaga over him). So we did random stuffs and Alyph did the 'kening up down'. Then Alyph got to go kedai go buy someth lor , so we got bored of waiting and started to camwhore . Hahah , went gila over it -.-'

Asked Jie whether they want to go for the Alumni shitty stuff at St. Anthony's. Second jie agreed. In the end she backed out because of her lazy-ness. Hurhur.

Met Amira there, then walked around slacked here and there. Go eat some random food . Food all okay-okay only. Went to Campfire, sang all those bullshit scouts songs. Then didn't want to take part in those lame shit stuff went under block lepak and talked about guys and the past. Hahah :) That's all. Even Mel Senior didn't really talk to me yesterday. Hurhur.

So here you go, a pathetic picture.
The three girls (other than me) are my seniors in the primary school band.
My trombone senior is the one wearing black with greeny words.



Here were some random pictures we took withthe lappy.
While Alyph was away at the shop .