Blindings.

Does this picture blinds you? Well, it should by now

I am finished with dialogue. I havent finish my homework. I still have art, Amaths, Malay homework to go. Oh no i feel like dying. Yes, the word is dying. I think i can grow millions of white hair by tomorrow. Just wait and see. Now im off to relax for a little while then i go chiong homework. Will blog some other day .

Peeling my eyes to myself.

YOUR ATTITUDE? PFFTTTSSZZXXHHHSZXZXZDDS! horrible.

I am finally done with my art research! Sweetness. But Mdm Lee is not coming to school tomorrow, well according to Fathin. *giving it a thumbs down* Because ive finally done my homework and yet, she's not here to give me the 'usual support' . Haish, i do my work, she never come. But when i never do, there she goes yakkity yakkin'.

Uhm yeah ! I totally ♥ EL lesson for today! Omfgee. Hahaha, Mr Quake super cute and our class kept singing like a group of moronic people in need of help (although the window panes were gonna shatter & *piang* any moment) Aww. I frikkin luvluvluv 3E1 :)

I finally had my long-awaited Durian Ice Kachang from Koufu's
Omg that was totally awesome. I got both the atapchees in the Ice Kachang :) Hee.

Okay yeah, my bestfriend Hadi is hiding something from me again. I dont even know guys have terrible moodswings. It looks like their moodswings are many times worser than a girl's moodswing. (Oops.. i might have hurt a portion of their dignity and egoness. But do i look like i care) Heh.

Hahha and the best part about today is..
when me & khadijah was alighting bus number 985, got this guy who was like smiling at the both of us(yeah and my expression was like: 'Okay weird'...) Then when we got off from the bus, i was seating at the bench then the guy faced downwards and turned to look at us again, and smiled while khadijah was facing her back towards that guy. Haha, that guy was pretty cute (bimbotic attitude me) .. but guess what? HE WORE SHORT PANTS. ROFL *laughed till i cry*

& never to forget the 'newspaper folding' incident. Eeeew completely eew.
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERIOS GODZILLASZ!

guide me thru the gloomy days.

EARTH HOUR, 27TH MARCH 2010. 8.30pm-9.30pm

Anyway yeah, my family took part in the Earth Hour movement :) Im proud to tell you that. My family is the one in the millions of families who took part in the movement. Actually, my mum already pledged to take part of the Earth Hour every year in the World Wide Foundation website.

I tell you,without the lights. It looks so gloomy, supa dark. For this year's Earth hour movement, we didn't light up the candles . Was totally lazy to do so. Huahua. But overall, i am just proud of my family lah. So far no complains :)

Hahahha VOTE FOR PLANET EARTH :-D

Flush the toilet you pantat.

Hey whurtup. (Yeah i know im trying to act cool. Pfft! Haha)

Anyway i just came back from the zoomoocooloo. I so totally love the part when we had the water play. For your info, i was all drenched alright. From the tip of my hair to the tip of my fumbly toes. Ah, awesome feeling. Was damn frikkin hungry when we finished water play (the usuals).

Haish, i was just abit pissed with some small matters which i shouldn't tell the world cause i cant entirely trust them. But overall, with or without the teeny weeny matters, it was abso-funz :) Hoho . I really want to buy that panda cap. Omg, im going to save money for it. Maybe or maybe not. I dont know.. heh.

I think my posts are getting boring and boring-er. I know i know. I dont plan what i say nowadays. I just shoot what i feel so yeah, it's just a complete bullshit to read. Hoho. I dont give a fish/dog/cat/tiger/lion/zebra/giraffe and you are entirely welcomed.


I keep wondering, what the foo are we looking at?
A six-pack guy? No. Chansung? No. Then whattttttttttttt? O.O idk!

Deading soon.

Where have we gone to as time pass us by?

I am back and alive . Im sure you readers aren't alive :| Argh. I hate my blog being so blanked with comments. Completely blank. Oh i am so going crazy now. My cousin keep singing the 'Oh! -SNSD' Completely irritating because it's like a spoilt recorder -_-'

My cousin : *reading what im typing* WAH BASTARD!
Me : Heh! (Grins widely)



Alright tomorrow im going to the Sinjiapor's Zoo with my eldest sister and that small gerger (in the picture above) . Am going to bring a camera to take snapshots for my bloody art assignment. Yes Mdm Lee, i am not motivated enough. You happy nao? TYVM :)

& please, i am trying to say this to you indirectly. Get your own self identity, little one. Because i dont like people who are trying their best to be someone else. So yeah, do yourself and as well as me a favour. You are welcomed .

And and and and and and, the dialog i did on Monday went into the finals. Top 10 you know :) Hahaha, congratulations to me, Amalina, Khadijah, Aqilah, Quzainnah, Hayati, Azlyana. Okay i don't want to act in the stupid skit . Oh please mama no.

the biggest heartache.

It looks like i still have feelings for you and i don't know why. My heart seem unclear, very unclear. Suddenly one moment, i feel like smiling, the other, weeping. I was really hurt when you said about all these first kiss. I know i wouldnt have one and im weak at these stuffs, and you need not feel guilty. I should feel guilty for making you feel guilty.I know you still have feelings for that girl and it would be the same.First love never fades, i know.

Actually i thought of sparing some time avoiding you, knowing where i stand in your heart. but i fail to do so. I know you are blank of what im saying now. You would never understand a girl's heart entirely.It's okay, i want to move on with my life. Not trying to forget you. Trying to forget when i first fell for you.It's okay if you don't get to return your love back to me, its okay.Ive experienced all these before, eventhough those were smaller obstacles than these.For all i know i will always be your bestfriend, and you, will be my bestfriend.I don't think fate even dares to entire our relationship, neither does love.Sorry for making you feel guilty my dear friend.

Lastly, i love you with whatever remains i have now. Eventhough it's shattered.
I love you as a bestfriend.

-Eefarh.

Please catch me when i fall, darling.

Ouch, you hurt my heart real bad ): I mean it.
Anyway, im done with the malay dialog and i feel so much betta! I still got alot of homework to go. Anyway im have back aches nao. Im a lao ahma D: Ahh..! Fooooooooooshhhhhhh. I need a massage.



HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO KE WAN XIN, MY CHINA DOLLY SINCE LAST YEAR :P

Moving on , i must be strong.

Happy Birthday Milissa & Sathish (i dont even know him..)

Hoho :O Im back from Malaysia. I am still uploading the pictures i took from Sarawak, it's alot dude. And seriously i still have a whole chunk to go . Hmm, i am currently chatting with Hadi . It's been a long time since i chatted with him.

You must have been wondering why i sound so emo-ish in all my previous posts and now i am kinda enthusiastic? Because i have decided to look on the brighter side of life and moving on. I have to give my B.E.S.T. (i went for some motivational talk a few days back) . Hahahaha .

Am arguing with Hadi about patrick being cuter than carebear.
CAREBARE is just adorable. But Patrick is way more adorable with his goonduness :B
*rubs it in anyone who loves carebear but not patrick 's face*

Hahahaha OMG . Still arguing with Hadi . Hahaha .
Okay stop it. Chao .

I HAVE DUNKIN' DONUTS WAITING FOR ME TO MUNCH ON! FTW :)

Where are they when i need them the most ?

A moonlight with stars.

Am currently with my cousins. My younger cousins :P Armand & Aisyah.
We were playing 'Rock Riot', which is exactly the same as the Guitar Hero. Hahah, and we were like crapping on the mofo keyboard. Hahahah. And they are talking about i dont know . And they think the word MOFO is something soft...... YOU'RE WRONG :D

hahahahaha . Okay crapzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Okay am hungry now. Hungry hungry. Very very Hungry very. very hungry. Chikalaka piya piya. Chikalaka piya piya shua. Shua . Shua shua shua shua. Xi shua shua . Xi shua shua. Xi shua shua . Chi fun.

OUR OWN CHEER. when we are supa bored.

HUNGRY HUNGRY. VERY VERY . HUNGRY VERY. VERY HUNGRY. CHIKALAKA PIYA PIYA. CHIKALAKA PIYA PIYA. SHUA. SHUA. SHUA SHUA SHUA SHUA. XI SHUA SHUA. XI SHUA SHUA. XI SHUA SHUA. Jibai. (Armand's favourite)

i am a coward.

Are you happy that now im suffering?
im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. D:

can i upsize my happiness?

I want my happiness to be upsized, please?

Good morning. Just a little posting before i get ready to go to school. I don't feel like it. Argh, my throat is in pain. I dont think i'd enjoy today morning's breakfast. I dont think i have enough taste buds to do so. I am still not going to the doctor's. Yes im stubborn and do you even care? Hell no. I got to go soon. I hope i wont forget what im gonna bring to school, which is the class's souvenir. I gotta go. Chao.

bringing a smile upside down

If only i have a million friends like Syafiq. He's sucha caring friend when he actually barely knows me. And he even want to send me to the doctor's when im actually lazy and my mummy didn't even give me the muneh he is willing to pay for my medical bills. Ah too bad Syafiq, i don't feel like going to the doctor's. Have fun playing your game :)

being a big hoohaa.

):
My flu is just being annoying. Extremely annoying

Im back. Like what ive promised you guys, i have uploaded the scenery part of Sarawak. It is completely awhsum. I would just love to go there again. Rennes and I even thought of going to Sarawak for our honeymoon (only the boat ride part). But i doubt there'd be the boat ride in the future due to global warming ):

Anyway, uhm yeah i dont know but i think im having pms. Nevermind about that. Im sorry to those whom ive unintentionally hurt . Sorry for not attending any remedials today, ive not cured fully yet. I didnt want to come because i didnt want to spread it around cause its contagious and im just taking precautions and not that im lazy. Im not that type alright.

Okay, happy looking at the wonderful sights of Sarawak.
Sayonara kudasai.

A deliberate karma

I am sick and my eyes are watery. fullstop.

Within a blink of an eye, the school trip to Sarawak is finally over. There was much enthusiasm in me going back home, but at the same time i feel kind of shitty. I just miss all those very nice sceneries over there. And the nice tour guide, Aunty Rose & Aunty Maggie. Anyway, guess what? I danced to the shake it song, for more than ten times within four days, i even danced in the aeroplane for goodness sake.

I shall post more tomorrow when im done with the uploading of pictures and editing them. Taking too little pictures makes me look like a boring person while taking too many pictures is a whole load of hassle. But nevermind, i want to share my happiness with you netizens.

Alright, i got to go and catch my sleep. My eyebags have already worsened. And i need a full supply of tissue papers for my flu. Ive taken panadol, but it has no effect on me. Maybe i shall wait a little longer. Erm yeah, i bought bangles and kek lapis for you guys.

xoxo.

Full of dreads.

Georgia is Gorgeous.
I love this font im currently using. Random, i know.
Yesterday, we cried on the phone. I just kept quiet trying to control my tears. Im gonna miss you very dearly . Very very dearly ): I .. *sigh*

I woke up in the morning, got a very bad tummyache . I took some medication now i feel much better. Now i gotta update my mp3 so that i won't get bored of the same songs. Okay i gotta go and bathe now.

I dread leaving bestfriend alone in Singapore..
xoxo i luv you guys.

Wakwak-ness

I'm going to Wakwak for 4days3nights.
Miss me people :-D

I am going to miss O alot . I don't know why but when i type this, my tears are like going to flow down my cheek any moment. Im trying my best to control my tears now. Anyway, i will surely miss my bestfriends, friends and classmates alot..

*Sigh* I was so excited to go for the Sarawak trip, now i wish i could just stop the time just to give a goodbye hug before i go to Sarawak. Dont worry guys, i will try my best to get some goodies. Hahaha and i am so going to CAMWHORE. Hahaha, yes CAMWHORE. And practice on my photography skills. Plus uhm, take some pictures for my art coursework? Hahha maybe maybe.

Speaking of art, i am going to give up on art like pretty soon. Thanks to my wonderful 'supportive' teacher. I don't know why but i feel so demoralised. I mean, art is one of my strongest subject yet i get negative comments. What is happening to me? What is happening to the teachers? What is happening to the world?

I wonder :O K lah chao.
Miss me aite & like every minahs put in their blog
'keep the comments rolling'. Literally, comments cant roll for nuts :P



I bought takoyaki balls and uhm, i shared it with O. Hahaha and i gave the fish flakes to Leo & Girlgirl (my cats). And the loveeeeeeeee it

3E1's da champion~

3E1'S SHAKESHAKESHAKESHAKE-UHSHAKEIT !

First and foremost, i would like to thank a group of people :)
I shall tell the reason why later on aite

I would like to thank Mrs.Leong for giving her whole two periods of Mathematics for us to practice the cheer and relax a little while . Lina, for giving us the support, the cheer, the patience and her guidance in this two weeks. Olivia and Agustine for the hand-made earrings. Gowri, for rushing to school as soon as possible to perform for the cheer :) (YOU MADE IT GOWRI!) Gowri & Olivia for bringing your awesome cameras to take awesome pictures. Khadijah, Jamie & Rennes for guiding the class. Afiq, for guiding the guys. All the 3E1ians of the year 2010 for being quite co-operative and innovative , and taking the trouble to bring your shades and extras to lend the others. Melina, for lending me your shutter shades. Uhm almost and practically everyone in 3E1 (and some other classes too!)




Without the help of these people, i think my class wouldn't achieve to overcome this huge obstacle. Uhm, and congratulations to us for being the CHAMPIONS FOR CHEERING COMP IN THE SECONDARY THREE LEVEL! :)

I know we could do it .
I actually cried when i saw the other classes because i thought that 3E1 didn't do our best. But thanks Gowri for confiding in me that we will win, and in the end, we won! :) Yumm.. I hope Mrs.Leong will belanja us pizza ! ^^



I have constipated face. Thanks uh Oli for taking this shot . Hahah (sacarstically saying it)



This is how dark i became after camp . Super dark ):



Featuring MRS.LEONG with her pose! x)



WENKAI. Hahaha the guy who laughed at my red-painted nippols (nipples).
Rachel Ng, this is my art friend . Hahaha ^^



We've got the Lady gaga effect .. not!



Lina's pose : 'Eh what's your problem? Lai ah Lai'



Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..



Elvis & Zhekai is super cute :) They did a heartshape and the guys were like acting cute. Hahahah! But they are naturally cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.

Cause i don't care eh eh eh eh eh

We will we will rock you.. Nah that's not part of my cheer. That is so stupidly lame luh can :) I hope Gowri dear can reach school before the cheer competition starts. And guess what? I frikkin love my headband . It is so awexomely cute and cool. Lol, i guess this will be the next fashion in the near generation. Like what happen to the 'bow clips, hairbands and rubberbands'. So last generation.

Alot of people are liking my status.. and i seriously mean alot..

Mum is helping me pack my stuff for the Sarawak trip. It's too early luh mum . And my sister calls me a spoilt brat. Eh come on, i didnt tell her to pack. She took the initiative to help me. Maybe this is what you call, jealousy. *sigh* It's okay. Hahaha , or maybe mum can't wait for me to leave the house as soon as possible. Nah, she loves me . Heee.

Ohyeah and there's this fan page about 'Comment anything about BVSS'. And yeah they even have a discussion about Anti-Mdm Thilagam . I kept laughing about it, but they are pure evil. But it's true. Sometimes she may be irritating. And she still owes us money. The class funds. CAN YOU BELEIVE IT OR NOTTTT? :/ Pfft. It's been months people, MONTHS.

K im off to finish my bloody weekend homework



I bet Ateeqah & Lina are having an awesome time @ the indoor stadium listening to Paramore live. Should i cry or should i rejoice? Awwwww......

Loser-like attitude.

BITCHES = FEMALE DOGS
I think they need dictionaries when they are picking a fight with someone who is intellectually smarter than them. Which is totally kekek.

Firstly, i had enough of your little friends discriminating about me when i have already stopped but they blatantly continued with their 'limited-number-of-vocabulary' posts on their frikkin blogs. Which i needa give a little shoutout to.

Okay, you guys know the meaning of bitches in the start? From a direct translation in the freaking dictionary, which i need not refer to, it means female dogs. I mean, i thought you guys were the dogs. Hahahaha. Nevermind about that cause it is completely a 'underaged' attitude.

You cant lead people's lives as you please. Look at yourself, which you usually use in a malay term known as cerminkan diri tu sendiri dulu, are you even fit enough to lead her life? Are you 'supposedly' to be her leader? It's her problem whether she wants it to do the right way or the wrong way. She got the brains to think and you have no stand to say.

You claimed that , nobody is perfect. I have to agree with that. So what are you trying to prove me when you are discriminating her with 'Are you a minah or what? Or a minah wanna-be?' . So are you THAT perfect person, the one in a zillion billion trillion willion that can comment on people as they wish? Oh come on, who was the one who said 'nobody is perfect' in the start? It totally make no sense at all.

And if you continue with your 'underaged' attitude,
i have nothing to say because i admit im not perfect.
So unlike you guys, who claims to be totally perfect .. not :)

And by the way, i think your friend has her own two feet to stand on,
she need not have extras to back her up. Or does she?

Ohya uhm, let me think. God made me this way, i appreciate it alright.
I need not have cover-ups like you guys need it like some kinda frikkin drug.
Hahaha, and damn your shit wrong, I am not acting alim because i am naturally one.
Want to give me your freaking stupid stuckedup attitude, GO AHEAD.
You are more than welcome :) Hahaha look who's the 'Jagung setengah masak' now.

Retro E1s

CRAMPS.CRAMPS.CRAMPS.CRAMPS.

ouuuuuucchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Just came back from IMM with parents :)

I don't know but i feel that im having stomach cramps. Maybe because of being forced to do as many sit ups as possible (yesterday's Physical Training) . When i sneeze or cough or even laugh, i feel the strain. Hahah. Aiming for six packs -_- Yeah right.

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SARAWAK! :) Ohkay does anyone want to get anything from there? Maybe only i can buy some souvenirs for you guys . Hoho. I seriously cant wait (inserts as many exclamation marks as possible). But im going to school quite early so that i can hug you guys before i take my flight .

Okay luh, i gotta go :)
I bet someone is waiting for my dear call. Hahahaha!
Anw, Happy 2nd Monthsary to Ivy & her laogong!

Epicness

There is no such word as 'LOVED'.
Love has no past tense.
If you ever stop loving someone,
then you never truly loved them in the first place

It has been three days since we last met mummy&daddy and it sorta felt like three weeks. Ahhh , i miss them like hellheaven :)

I was late for class cheer practice. The moment i came, they finished. So slacked a little while and bought some stuffs for cheer competition. Both khadijah and I bought the headband. Then i was like cursing all the way because i thought the little girl took my headband away. But it was on my neck. Okay it's damn EPIC i know :)

I am just w8-ing for Gowri to upload the photos.... :)

Not energised yet

I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FOR CHEERING PRACTICE D:
cause i am still so sleeeeeeeepyyyyy.... >_<

I seriously don't feel like going, but i have to go. I need to do the props with Cheryl. (Yawn) Maybe i should do the shake it dance to make me feel more energised. Anybody can follow me take the same bus to school?

I hope i feel much betta thr.
Chaolos.

I love my class.

Phew, i just finished doing Danish's blogskin :) It's fuyoohhhhhh (malay term for 'wahhhhhhh'). Hahaha , another satisfied blogskin user of mine :D He was quite picky and he didn't want this and that. I was about to give up then i learnt something new . Hahahahah! Im sososososososo happy.



Anyway. I FRIKKIN LUV MY CLASS TEESHIRT . Even the guys were going kuku over it. I love the colour, omg. ITS GREEN PEOPLE. Let me spell it out for you . G-R-E-E-N. hahahahaha :) About killing Devaki for the 'cocked' up lie.

Devaki : *Goes into the class with sad face, together with Lina. Empty handed*
Everyone in class : *????????? cause we expected them to carry a bag of shirts*
Devaki : Eh guys i got bad news.
Everyone : *everyone's happy faces changed into sad/wtf look*
Everyone : WHAT BAD NEWS?
Devaki: The class teeshirt cannot print .. it got cocked up. The coach made some mistakes.. so yeah no class teeshirt this year.
Me: *PANICK*
Me: WHAT NO CLASS TEESHIRT?!?!?!?!
Devaki : HAHAHAHA I TRICK YOU GUYS AH (inserts a big big cheesy smile)

Tell me now, who doesn't feel like killing Devaki? I'm preparing a parang, how about you guys *laughs*. Lol.



And yeah, i learnt a new cheer from Loga. It's the same as the 'G DOUBLE O D J O B . GOODJOB (clapclap) GOODJOB (clapclap)'.
This is a newer version 'N SINGLE O C O C K. NO COCK (clapclap) NO COCK (clapclap)'.

My class clap 'B L O W J O B . BLOWJOB (clapclap) BLOW JOB (clapclap)'

BYEBYE X)