I am down. I am torn apart. I wanna kill myself. I can't bring myself to do it at all. I wanna hide somewhere where no one can ever find me again. I think the world would be much happier without my presence . I guess, i really have to go.
When i really thought that i could actually lean on someone, he wasn't there for me ever again. I was to be wronged, to be blamed at. I would just want to turn back time and chew back my words. I would just want to be the old me. The old Iffah who wasn't all this weak. Who didn't mind what people would say.
As time goes by, the hurt in my heart swells even more and all i could ever do is just cry to myself. You were not there for me anymore. Sometimes i would just ask myself. 'Why am i borned in this world? Am i to suffer all alone?' . I guess i was suppose to suffer all by myself.
I want to cry , but it is just useless. No one would be there for me ever again.
Unfortunately all i could do is to say sorry . And move on with my life .
Im just another loser, to suffer till i die.
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