Zeemonobaka

Biting nails

2010-04-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I have a whole box of 'Chocolate creme Oreo' beside me and im slowly indulging in every bite :) Wooh, in no time i'm going to weigh another ton. Nevermind, can beat that potato couch woman who wants to beat the Guiness World Record.

Yes i am pissed off at someone, that explains everything in the previous post .
If you really want to know, ask me personally because i hate inserting names here.

Never thought that i could fall in love, love, love, love.
But it grew from a simple crush,crush,crush, crush.

I can still remember the times when we sang this song together :) Well i know this song is like a 'excuse me, it's super outdated' song . But it brings back alot of memories with me and (Y). Heh , when this song was hot, new and still burning, it was my very first time i met (Y). (Y) sang this song for me (although it was quite off-tuned). Ohmy ohmy! What great times we spent together.

Truthfully, i am so looking forward to the birthday surprise :) Heh!

Ohyeah tomorrow is the start of my MidYearExaminations .
Goodluck to me and most of all, to my dear loyal readers. I love you guys alot!
Okay, chiao chika ba boom. Bye:) Xoxo.

Humans & their typical mindsets

2010-04-25T20:09:00.005+08:00

Yes i admit, i am a human and human makes mistakes. Everyone does. I admit i can blow my top off (and not literally) and just shoot at people without knowing the facts quite right. Yes i know, that ain't good. Anyway continue, all i did was to laugh at the way Rennes was talking to you on the phone. Yes, she may be overreacting at times and a little dramatic, but was it a very sinful thing to laugh? Think about it if you were in my shoes.

You aint going to forgive me, it's up to you. Come on, you dont even know that im sensitive to people's sayings? Hah, everyone who knows me knows that. Obviously knows that because that is my negative point. But must you pint-point at people's negativity? Humans, calling themselves optimistic. Yeah, i think that is a complete bullshit now. Sick and tired of their typical one-way mindset. Hmpft.

FYI: those words, killed me. Thankyouverymuch.

Flower rings

2010-04-18T10:09:00.003+08:00

THE NEWLY INVENTED EYE PADS!
BUY ONE SIDE GET THE OTHER FREE!
While stocks last. Hurry up and get yours today!!!!!!!

God, i wish i could just go to religious class with my post its on my eye. You know why? Because i am gawddamn tired :| My dark rings are super visible. *sigh*
I dont know what he sees in me.

Loonatikx , Anti minahs

2010-04-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

AIYUK KITA BERDANGDUT DONG!
because im listening to the radio and they on the dangdut song. Random much!
Currently me & Fathin are talking about french fries kening minahs :D
4people likes my status stating 'Minahs and their broken english'

Ouch I feel the pinch !

2010-04-17T09:31:00.004+08:00

Month of May? Me going bankrupt D:

You want to know why im going to go bankrupt like any moment? :

My dad's birthday ; 08th May.
Mother's day present for dear mum.
Xinyi's birthday ; 14th May.
Gail Lim's birthday ; 15th May.
Bestfriend (Y)'s birthday ; 25th May.
Siti Khadijah's birthday ; 27th May.
Olivia's birthday ; 27th May .

And this is a must to make it grand because it is my both my dad and bestfriends' birthday . Hahaha, now im forced to not eat for recess and have to bring packed-from-home food in order to save my money. Nevermind, on the positive side, im going to slim down this way . I guess.................. :D

Okay byebye .
Ohya, I wish you all the best in the future, Ponseeta.
Eventhough i just got to know you this year because of Literature :)

SLURPEE MUPPIE.

2010-04-16T17:11:00.004+08:00

CROSS COUNTRY? CANCELLED! YAY! *GRINS WIDELY*

Omg i have been gorging myself with alot of junk lately, like i bought this 'tasty' butter biscuits, milk tea, chocolate ice cream, iced milo. Foo, i feel like a fatter pig (because im already a fat pig) Get the joke? get it? Ah shut up if you dont.

Hahaha, i know i know, i have to admit that im quite slow with new english songs. But im quite addicted to the song 'Telephone - Lady Gaga&Beyonce' and have been like constantly singing it or repeating the same old thing again&again. Celine Chen got addicted to it and sort of irritated cause i keep singing it during (Amaths/Emaths/English/Social Studies) period. Hahahah! Stop telephoning me-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh.. Lol!

Anyway, today's cross country was cancelled. Miracly, my wish came true! :) And we took our own sweet time to go back to school, managed to buy iced milo from MacD's and slurped it all the way to school and threw it away before appearing infront of Mr.Kong . Omg, i cant wait for Joel to upload the photos. I tell you, we are damn random can! I was screaming in the bus when i got to know it was cancelled. Heh!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, im quite disappointed i cant attend bestfriend's concert this saturday/sunday. Disappointed and agitated. Omg ive been a bad bad friend ):

OH THE CONTRARY, I LOVE BUKIT VIEW SO MUCH :D
i 'heart' bukitview, you know! Thanx girls for being thr and supporting me!

MONEY?!

2010-04-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

I WISH MONEY COULD REALLY GROW ON TREES, OR FALL FROM THE SKIES ABOVE.
Oh what joy it'd bring to me if it really happens.

fairygodmothersayshello

2010-04-15T19:49:00.003+08:00

Ilooklikeadrunkard. Heh Idontcare.

I wish it will rain tomorrow, I dont want cross country
Anyway, i am very lazy to update my blog these days. So yeah let it die by itself. I dont give a damn, i guess... And uhm, im gonna send it an entry for the malay newspaper thingy :) I want the iPod shuffle! Lul :)

Candid camera

2010-04-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

WONT BE UPDATING MOMENTARILY BECAUSE IM BUSY?
v0.0v peace y'all

Wish me luck for my malay drama because i find it suckish .
I need support!

Teardrops

2010-04-11T17:44:00.001+08:00

I wish i could smile like that , just once more )':
Everyone is blaming me. Ive changed so much. Ive hurt them.
Im a loser, a big fat one .

2010-04-10T13:16:00.003+08:00

Paranomia.
Isn't it ironic? We ignore those who love us, Love those who ignore us. Love those who ignore us, Ignore those who loves us.

I swear you changed your attitude when i actually confessed it to you. I dont understand guys at all, seriously. Why must they ignore girls who actually have feelings for them? It's just a little infatuation, transforming into a minor crush. Is it going to be fatal to our friendship that lasted for five years? Well if it is, then i will try my best to divide my feelings. I am not willing to risk my friendship for this stupid matter. To me it's not what i call stupid :|

Aww, it is such a pity now that im sick )': My throat is itching me. My eyes are completely watery. Being sick is awfully painful. I just wished that i got better immunity than i have now. It sucks like fish.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE.

Ive got a new pair of school shoes. And guess what? It has pink borders! I know you girls out there are going to be completely jealous of me. Heheh :)

Here are some reactions i got when i showed them my new shoes.

Amber : OHMY*TOOT*GOD! IT'S PINK!
Vaisnavi : WHERE YOU BUY ONEEE?! I ALSO WANT TO BUY
Melina : OMG! :O
Devaki : Your shoes look so cute!

Hahahah, now i should test my sexy voice (because i got a bad sore throat). Hehehe! Mdm Marhaini's sore throat is sexier . Get well soon Cikgu :) Thanks for the epok-epok & the banana fritters!

Closing my eyes

2010-04-09T21:52:00.005+08:00

*RUBS MY EYES HAPPILY* D8< Oh no.

Yes, i just came back from Speech Day. So far two of my paintings was collaborated with Fathin, Nivedha, WenKai, and the secondary two batch 2009 'S artpieces . Then, my weird 'racial harmony' painting was hung up in the air. Lol. I feel so proud of myself, at least. Heh :) Im so jealous of that secondary two guy who can really sketch ! Argh-gar-gar-gar. Wanna learn from him! :)

Ahahaha, tomorrow have to continue with art sketching. I dont mind having art everyday. It's fun ^^v Okay lah, i better go off now. Byebye guys. Till then, love me.

08042010 (L)

2010-04-07T20:56:00.010+08:00

Hoho :) Walked to school with Ivy, Lina & Agus. Awesome, the 3E1s \m/
Took the Ecareer quiz, i got Broadcast Journalist . Like very unexpected right?

Anyway, the other occupations to consider is the ..
Lecturers, University Professors, Translators and Interpreters, Psychologists, Special needs Officers, Counsellors, Speech therapists, Counselling Pyschologists, Dance instructors, Authors, Playwrights, Scriptwriters/ Idea Architect, Producer-Presenters.

Moving on,
I feel that art is gnawing on my tight schedule like hell ): I dont know man, i must give my five/six boards by the end of this month, HOW TIGHT CAN THAT BE? Very ): Hurhur . Can i not like present the board to the VIP on Speech Day? Please !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN NURFATIN, THE CHICKEEY MAMA! :

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Chickey mama! Happy birthday to you! Well i know im giving you a birthday song/wish in advance. Anyway, stay chicky/cheeky? Hahahaha! And uhm yeah, hope you like the gift we bought for you. Lots of love, the whole barn yard family .

Including the, Pig, Dog, Duck, Babarian, Sheep and Aqilah(i forgot what animal she was suppose to be) Heh! HEARTS YOU LA CHICKEN!

Picture montage :

Gagger big time

2010-04-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

It gagged me up like hell!
Anw Khadijah, i think this has got to do with History? Heh!

Useless 'lah'

2010-04-06T21:55:00.011+08:00

Better stop with all these changing of attitudes because it is seriously bugging me and some others too. Stop being a selfish pig. Seriously stop it. No kiddy! You better stop this, before i punch your oh-so-tempting face :) TYVM.
(If you think you're the person i'm referring to, well it's your problem. If you really want to know. Like seriously, urgently wanna know, then i'd tell you who)

I dont know why i feel so sucky right now. Life is sucky oh yeah it is.
Anyway, thank you Fatin for the chocolates just nao, it was awesomely fabulous!
My thumbdrive aint co-operating w me.... *panics* AHHHHHHHHHHHH! bleah!

Zip your mouth

2010-04-04T17:24:00.007+08:00

LOVESICK. SICKLOVE. LOVESICK. SICKLOVE

Hey, back to posting. I despise my new haircut. Now i look like some mangkuk walking around. D: You may laugh all you want. Intending to borrow muney from my sister to go rebonding by the end of this month. Hmpft.

I am awaiting for somebody's call for two days. Nevermind, maybe that person is busy sleeping. And yeah, as usual, i feel like sleeping nao. Sigh, (Y) is having leg problems again, tomorrow have to help (Y) D: Get well soon yeah?

&FYEAH. I haven't even touch my homework. Tell me, i am so frikkin awesomez!

Forgiving you ,

2010-04-03T15:32:00.005+08:00

Hey, I caught the right timing, it is 3:33pm now. (That was random)
On another note, im back and sort of alive. Pardon me for not posting for quite a long duration, yeah you know im restricted to use the computer. Just wanna inform you guys that i'd be posting only on the weekends, included if i find time to post. Hmm, yes i find that this year is a heck of time. When im actually feeling my lowest. But a new year has a new beginning, and a new beginning means a new me. Does it sound insipirational enough? No yeah, complete bullshitting like the usuals.

Anyway, i did random calling yesterday and called Saiful. Yeah that 'jerk' who hurt my heart. But now he has changed for the better. Currently he's B-O-T-A-K. He scolded me for laughing at him being botak. Hoho. Yeah, so now we're on good terms aite? Little did i know he still reads my blog. Dude, if you are reading this, HELLO :D

So yeah, this is how i usually spent my weekends. I eat, blog, browse internet, youtube-ing, sleep, drink, sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep & leaving my homework untouched.
Anyway, happy way belated April Fool's day goondusami(s) .

Heartshearts.

BABO :|

2010-04-03T14:41:00.006+08:00

Family Day on Good Friday's.
Went to East Coast and had sight seeing, watched movie and collected popcorn boxes. The popcorn boxes were way too awesome and irresistable . Heh :) Diary of A Wimpy Kid is awhsum, but mum and auntie said there's nothing much to it. Different minds think differently :P Can't run away from that right? And the flowers at East Coast looked like cherry blossoms but you cant find that in Singapore, kayaknya kita di negeri Jepun deh.

Saturday Literature Class.
Four pathetic pupils went for Literature Class today, like simply pathetic. There were only Gowri, Rennes, Cheryl and Me. But the best thing is that, Miss Cheong bought for us Hashbrowns & Iced Milo which was suppose to be our b'fast treat from her. Awhsum ^^v ! Here you go.

Coincidentally, Plath & Eefarh wore the same thing, 3E1's class teeshirt :)

An outdated picture, at the zoo!

Ben & Jerry's cow moo-ed . Miracle.

Blindings.

2010-03-31T21:53:00.004+08:00

Does this picture blinds you? Well, it should by now

I am finished with dialogue. I havent finish my homework. I still have art, Amaths, Malay homework to go. Oh no i feel like dying. Yes, the word is dying. I think i can grow millions of white hair by tomorrow. Just wait and see. Now im off to relax for a little while then i go chiong homework. Will blog some other day .

Peeling my eyes to myself.

2010-03-29T21:23:00.006+08:00

YOUR ATTITUDE? PFFTTTSSZZXXHHHSZXZXZDDS! horrible.

I am finally done with my art research! Sweetness. But Mdm Lee is not coming to school tomorrow, well according to Fathin. *giving it a thumbs down* Because ive finally done my homework and yet, she's not here to give me the 'usual support' . Haish, i do my work, she never come. But when i never do, there she goes yakkity yakkin'.

Uhm yeah ! I totally ♥ EL lesson for today! Omfgee. Hahaha, Mr Quake super cute and our class kept singing like a group of moronic people in need of help (although the window panes were gonna shatter & *piang* any moment) Aww. I frikkin luvluvluv 3E1 :)

I finally had my long-awaited Durian Ice Kachang from Koufu's
Omg that was totally awesome. I got both the atapchees in the Ice Kachang :) Hee.

Okay yeah, my bestfriend Hadi is hiding something from me again. I dont even know guys have terrible moodswings. It looks like their moodswings are many times worser than a girl's moodswing. (Oops.. i might have hurt a portion of their dignity and egoness. But do i look like i care) Heh.

Hahha and the best part about today is..
when me & khadijah was alighting bus number 985, got this guy who was like smiling at the both of us(yeah and my expression was like: 'Okay weird'...) Then when we got off from the bus, i was seating at the bench then the guy faced downwards and turned to look at us again, and smiled while khadijah was facing her back towards that guy. Haha, that guy was pretty cute (bimbotic attitude me) .. but guess what? HE WORE SHORT PANTS. ROFL *laughed till i cry*

& never to forget the 'newspaper folding' incident. Eeeew completely eew.
CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERIOS GODZILLASZ!

guide me thru the gloomy days.

2010-03-28T17:43:00.009+08:00

EARTH HOUR, 27TH MARCH 2010. 8.30pm-9.30pm

Anyway yeah, my family took part in the Earth Hour movement :) Im proud to tell you that. My family is the one in the millions of families who took part in the movement. Actually, my mum already pledged to take part of the Earth Hour every year in the World Wide Foundation website.

I tell you,without the lights. It looks so gloomy, supa dark. For this year's Earth hour movement, we didn't light up the candles . Was totally lazy to do so. Huahua. But overall, i am just proud of my family lah. So far no complains :)

Hahahha VOTE FOR PLANET EARTH :-D

Flush the toilet you pantat.

2010-03-27T21:59:00.006+08:00

Hey whurtup. (Yeah i know im trying to act cool. Pfft! Haha)

Anyway i just came back from the zoomoocooloo. I so totally love the part when we had the water play. For your info, i was all drenched alright. From the tip of my hair to the tip of my fumbly toes. Ah, awesome feeling. Was damn frikkin hungry when we finished water play (the usuals).

Haish, i was just abit pissed with some small matters which i shouldn't tell the world cause i cant entirely trust them. But overall, with or without the teeny weeny matters, it was abso-funz :) Hoho . I really want to buy that panda cap. Omg, im going to save money for it. Maybe or maybe not. I dont know.. heh.

I think my posts are getting boring and boring-er. I know i know. I dont plan what i say nowadays. I just shoot what i feel so yeah, it's just a complete bullshit to read. Hoho. I dont give a fish/dog/cat/tiger/lion/zebra/giraffe and you are entirely welcomed.

I keep wondering, what the foo are we looking at?
A six-pack guy? No. Chansung? No. Then whattttttttttttt? O.O idk!

Deading soon.

2010-03-26T20:19:00.007+08:00

Where have we gone to as time pass us by?

I am back and alive . Im sure you readers aren't alive :| Argh. I hate my blog being so blanked with comments. Completely blank. Oh i am so going crazy now. My cousin keep singing the 'Oh! -SNSD' Completely irritating because it's like a spoilt recorder -_-'

My cousin : *reading what im typing* WAH BASTARD!
Me : Heh! (Grins widely)

Alright tomorrow im going to the Sinjiapor's Zoo with my eldest sister and that small gerger (in the picture above) . Am going to bring a camera to take snapshots for my bloody art assignment. Yes Mdm Lee, i am not motivated enough. You happy nao? TYVM :)

& please, i am trying to say this to you indirectly. Get your own self identity, little one. Because i dont like people who are trying their best to be someone else. So yeah, do yourself and as well as me a favour. You are welcomed .

And and and and and and, the dialog i did on Monday went into the finals. Top 10 you know :) Hahaha, congratulations to me, Amalina, Khadijah, Aqilah, Quzainnah, Hayati, Azlyana. Okay i don't want to act in the stupid skit . Oh please mama no.

the biggest heartache.

2010-03-22T23:15:00.009+08:00

It looks like i still have feelings for you and i don't know why. My heart seem unclear, very unclear. Suddenly one moment, i feel like smiling, the other, weeping. I was really hurt when you said about all these first kiss. I know i wouldnt have one and im weak at these stuffs, and you need not feel guilty. I should feel guilty for making you feel guilty.I know you still have feelings for that girl and it would be the same.First love never fades, i know.

Actually i thought of sparing some time avoiding you, knowing where i stand in your heart. but i fail to do so. I know you are blank of what im saying now. You would never understand a girl's heart entirely.It's okay, i want to move on with my life. Not trying to forget you. Trying to forget when i first fell for you.It's okay if you don't get to return your love back to me, its okay.Ive experienced all these before, eventhough those were smaller obstacles than these.For all i know i will always be your bestfriend, and you, will be my bestfriend.I don't think fate even dares to entire our relationship, neither does love.Sorry for making you feel guilty my dear friend.

Lastly, i love you with whatever remains i have now. Eventhough it's shattered.
I love you as a bestfriend.

-Eefarh.

Please catch me when i fall, darling.

2010-03-22T22:06:00.006+08:00

Ouch, you hurt my heart real bad ): I mean it.
Anyway, im done with the malay dialog and i feel so much betta! I still got alot of homework to go. Anyway im have back aches nao. Im a lao ahma D: Ahh..! Fooooooooooshhhhhhh. I need a massage.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO KE WAN XIN, MY CHINA DOLLY SINCE LAST YEAR :P

Moving on , i must be strong.

2010-03-21T16:14:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Milissa & Sathish (i dont even know him..)

Hoho :O Im back from Malaysia. I am still uploading the pictures i took from Sarawak, it's alot dude. And seriously i still have a whole chunk to go . Hmm, i am currently chatting with Hadi . It's been a long time since i chatted with him.

You must have been wondering why i sound so emo-ish in all my previous posts and now i am kinda enthusiastic? Because i have decided to look on the brighter side of life and moving on. I have to give my B.E.S.T. (i went for some motivational talk a few days back) . Hahahaha .

Am arguing with Hadi about patrick being cuter than carebear.
CAREBARE is just adorable. But Patrick is way more adorable with his goonduness :B
*rubs it in anyone who loves carebear but not patrick 's face*

Hahahaha OMG . Still arguing with Hadi . Hahaha .
Okay stop it. Chao .

I HAVE DUNKIN' DONUTS WAITING FOR ME TO MUNCH ON! FTW :)

Where are they when i need them the most ?

A moonlight with stars.

2010-03-20T21:52:00.006+08:00

Am currently with my cousins. My younger cousins :P Armand & Aisyah.
We were playing 'Rock Riot', which is exactly the same as the Guitar Hero. Hahah, and we were like crapping on the mofo keyboard. Hahahah. And they are talking about i dont know . And they think the word MOFO is something soft...... YOU'RE WRONG :D

hahahahaha . Okay crapzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Okay am hungry now. Hungry hungry. Very very Hungry very. very hungry. Chikalaka piya piya. Chikalaka piya piya shua. Shua . Shua shua shua shua. Xi shua shua . Xi shua shua. Xi shua shua . Chi fun.

OUR OWN CHEER. when we are supa bored.

HUNGRY HUNGRY. VERY VERY . HUNGRY VERY. VERY HUNGRY. CHIKALAKA PIYA PIYA. CHIKALAKA PIYA PIYA. SHUA. SHUA. SHUA SHUA SHUA SHUA. XI SHUA SHUA. XI SHUA SHUA. XI SHUA SHUA. Jibai. (Armand's favourite)

i am a coward.

2010-03-20T11:08:00.013+08:00

Are you happy that now im suffering?
im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. im pathetic. D:

can i upsize my happiness?

2010-03-17T07:35:00.004+08:00

I want my happiness to be upsized, please?

Good morning. Just a little posting before i get ready to go to school. I don't feel like it. Argh, my throat is in pain. I dont think i'd enjoy today morning's breakfast. I dont think i have enough taste buds to do so. I am still not going to the doctor's. Yes im stubborn and do you even care? Hell no. I got to go soon. I hope i wont forget what im gonna bring to school, which is the class's souvenir. I gotta go. Chao.

bringing a smile upside down

2010-03-16T22:39:00.005+08:00

If only i have a million friends like Syafiq. He's sucha caring friend when he actually barely knows me. And he even want to send me to the doctor's when im actually lazy and my mummy didn't even give me the muneh he is willing to pay for my medical bills. Ah too bad Syafiq, i don't feel like going to the doctor's. Have fun playing your game :)

being a big hoohaa.

2010-03-16T20:41:00.017+08:00

):
My flu is just being annoying. Extremely annoying

Im back. Like what ive promised you guys, i have uploaded the scenery part of Sarawak. It is completely awhsum. I would just love to go there again. Rennes and I even thought of going to Sarawak for our honeymoon (only the boat ride part). But i doubt there'd be the boat ride in the future due to global warming ):

Anyway, uhm yeah i dont know but i think im having pms. Nevermind about that. Im sorry to those whom ive unintentionally hurt . Sorry for not attending any remedials today, ive not cured fully yet. I didnt want to come because i didnt want to spread it around cause its contagious and im just taking precautions and not that im lazy. Im not that type alright.

Okay, happy looking at the wonderful sights of Sarawak.
Sayonara kudasai.

A deliberate karma

2010-03-15T22:45:00.006+08:00

I am sick and my eyes are watery. fullstop.

Within a blink of an eye, the school trip to Sarawak is finally over. There was much enthusiasm in me going back home, but at the same time i feel kind of shitty. I just miss all those very nice sceneries over there. And the nice tour guide, Aunty Rose & Aunty Maggie. Anyway, guess what? I danced to the shake it song, for more than ten times within four days, i even danced in the aeroplane for goodness sake.

I shall post more tomorrow when im done with the uploading of pictures and editing them. Taking too little pictures makes me look like a boring person while taking too many pictures is a whole load of hassle. But nevermind, i want to share my happiness with you netizens.

Alright, i got to go and catch my sleep. My eyebags have already worsened. And i need a full supply of tissue papers for my flu. Ive taken panadol, but it has no effect on me. Maybe i shall wait a little longer. Erm yeah, i bought bangles and kek lapis for you guys.

xoxo.

Full of dreads.

2010-03-12T08:16:00.007+08:00

Georgia is Gorgeous.
I love this font im currently using. Random, i know.
Yesterday, we cried on the phone. I just kept quiet trying to control my tears. Im gonna miss you very dearly . Very very dearly ): I .. *sigh*

I woke up in the morning, got a very bad tummyache . I took some medication now i feel much better. Now i gotta update my mp3 so that i won't get bored of the same songs. Okay i gotta go and bathe now.

I dread leaving bestfriend alone in Singapore..
xoxo i luv you guys.

Wakwak-ness

2010-03-11T21:00:00.007+08:00

I'm going to Wakwak for 4days3nights.
Miss me people :-D

I am going to miss O alot . I don't know why but when i type this, my tears are like going to flow down my cheek any moment. Im trying my best to control my tears now. Anyway, i will surely miss my bestfriends, friends and classmates alot..

*Sigh* I was so excited to go for the Sarawak trip, now i wish i could just stop the time just to give a goodbye hug before i go to Sarawak. Dont worry guys, i will try my best to get some goodies. Hahaha and i am so going to CAMWHORE. Hahaha, yes CAMWHORE. And practice on my photography skills. Plus uhm, take some pictures for my art coursework? Hahha maybe maybe.

Speaking of art, i am going to give up on art like pretty soon. Thanks to my wonderful 'supportive' teacher. I don't know why but i feel so demoralised. I mean, art is one of my strongest subject yet i get negative comments. What is happening to me? What is happening to the teachers? What is happening to the world?

I wonder :O K lah chao.
Miss me aite & like every minahs put in their blog
'keep the comments rolling'. Literally, comments cant roll for nuts :P

I bought takoyaki balls and uhm, i shared it with O. Hahaha and i gave the fish flakes to Leo & Girlgirl (my cats). And the loveeeeeeeee it

3E1's da champion~

2010-03-08T20:59:00.010+08:00

3E1'S SHAKESHAKESHAKESHAKE-UHSHAKEIT !

First and foremost, i would like to thank a group of people :)
I shall tell the reason why later on aite

I would like to thank Mrs.Leong for giving her whole two periods of Mathematics for us to practice the cheer and relax a little while . Lina, for giving us the support, the cheer, the patience and her guidance in this two weeks. Olivia and Agustine for the hand-made earrings. Gowri, for rushing to school as soon as possible to perform for the cheer :) (YOU MADE IT GOWRI!) Gowri & Olivia for bringing your awesome cameras to take awesome pictures. Khadijah, Jamie & Rennes for guiding the class. Afiq, for guiding the guys. All the 3E1ians of the year 2010 for being quite co-operative and innovative , and taking the trouble to bring your shades and extras to lend the others. Melina, for lending me your shutter shades. Uhm almost and practically everyone in 3E1 (and some other classes too!)

Without the help of these people, i think my class wouldn't achieve to overcome this huge obstacle. Uhm, and congratulations to us for being the CHAMPIONS FOR CHEERING COMP IN THE SECONDARY THREE LEVEL! :)

I know we could do it .
I actually cried when i saw the other classes because i thought that 3E1 didn't do our best. But thanks Gowri for confiding in me that we will win, and in the end, we won! :) Yumm.. I hope Mrs.Leong will belanja us pizza ! ^^

I have constipated face. Thanks uh Oli for taking this shot . Hahah (sacarstically saying it)

This is how dark i became after camp . Super dark ):

Featuring MRS.LEONG with her pose! x)

WENKAI. Hahaha the guy who laughed at my red-painted nippols (nipples).
Rachel Ng, this is my art friend . Hahaha ^^

We've got the Lady gaga effect .. not!

Lina's pose : 'Eh what's your problem? Lai ah Lai'

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ..

Elvis & Zhekai is super cute :) They did a heartshape and the guys were like acting cute. Hahahah! But they are naturally cuteeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-03-07T20:35:00.005+08:00

Cause i don't care eh eh eh eh eh

We will we will rock you.. Nah that's not part of my cheer. That is so stupidly lame luh can :) I hope Gowri dear can reach school before the cheer competition starts. And guess what? I frikkin love my headband . It is so awexomely cute and cool. Lol, i guess this will be the next fashion in the near generation. Like what happen to the 'bow clips, hairbands and rubberbands'. So last generation.

Alot of people are liking my status.. and i seriously mean alot..

Mum is helping me pack my stuff for the Sarawak trip. It's too early luh mum . And my sister calls me a spoilt brat. Eh come on, i didnt tell her to pack. She took the initiative to help me. Maybe this is what you call, jealousy. *sigh* It's okay. Hahaha , or maybe mum can't wait for me to leave the house as soon as possible. Nah, she loves me . Heee.

Ohyeah and there's this fan page about 'Comment anything about BVSS'. And yeah they even have a discussion about Anti-Mdm Thilagam . I kept laughing about it, but they are pure evil. But it's true. Sometimes she may be irritating. And she still owes us money. The class funds. CAN YOU BELEIVE IT OR NOTTTT? :/ Pfft. It's been months people, MONTHS.

K im off to finish my bloody weekend homework

I bet Ateeqah & Lina are having an awesome time @ the indoor stadium listening to Paramore live. Should i cry or should i rejoice? Awwwww......

Loser-like attitude.

2010-03-07T17:46:00.008+08:00

BITCHES = FEMALE DOGS
I think they need dictionaries when they are picking a fight with someone who is intellectually smarter than them. Which is totally kekek.

Firstly, i had enough of your little friends discriminating about me when i have already stopped but they blatantly continued with their 'limited-number-of-vocabulary' posts on their frikkin blogs. Which i needa give a little shoutout to.

Okay, you guys know the meaning of bitches in the start? From a direct translation in the freaking dictionary, which i need not refer to, it means female dogs. I mean, i thought you guys were the dogs. Hahahaha. Nevermind about that cause it is completely a 'underaged' attitude.

You cant lead people's lives as you please. Look at yourself, which you usually use in a malay term known as cerminkan diri tu sendiri dulu, are you even fit enough to lead her life? Are you 'supposedly' to be her leader? It's her problem whether she wants it to do the right way or the wrong way. She got the brains to think and you have no stand to say.

You claimed that , nobody is perfect. I have to agree with that. So what are you trying to prove me when you are discriminating her with 'Are you a minah or what? Or a minah wanna-be?' . So are you THAT perfect person, the one in a zillion billion trillion willion that can comment on people as they wish? Oh come on, who was the one who said 'nobody is perfect' in the start? It totally make no sense at all.

And if you continue with your 'underaged' attitude,
i have nothing to say because i admit im not perfect.
So unlike you guys, who claims to be totally perfect .. not :)

And by the way, i think your friend has her own two feet to stand on,
she need not have extras to back her up. Or does she?

Ohya uhm, let me think. God made me this way, i appreciate it alright.
I need not have cover-ups like you guys need it like some kinda frikkin drug.
Hahaha, and damn your shit wrong, I am not acting alim because i am naturally one.
Want to give me your freaking stupid stuckedup attitude, GO AHEAD.
You are more than welcome :) Hahaha look who's the 'Jagung setengah masak' now.

Retro E1s

2010-03-06T23:38:00.008+08:00

CRAMPS.CRAMPS.CRAMPS.~~CRAMPS.~~

ouuuuuucchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Just came back from IMM with parents :)

I don't know but i feel that im having stomach cramps. Maybe because of being forced to do as many sit ups as possible (yesterday's Physical Training) . When i sneeze or cough or even laugh, i feel the strain. Hahah. Aiming for six packs -_- Yeah right.

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SARAWAK! :) Ohkay does anyone want to get anything from there? Maybe only i can buy some souvenirs for you guys . Hoho. I seriously cant wait (inserts as many exclamation marks as possible). But im going to school quite early so that i can hug you guys before i take my flight .

Okay luh, i gotta go :)
I bet someone is waiting for my dear call. Hahahaha!
Anw, Happy 2nd Monthsary to Ivy & her laogong!

Epicness

2010-03-06T16:11:00.007+08:00

There is no such word as 'LOVED'.
Love has no past tense.
If you ever stop loving someone,
then you never truly loved them in the first place

It has been three days since we last met mummy&daddy and it sorta felt like three weeks. Ahhh , i miss them like ~~hell~~heaven :)

I was late for class cheer practice. The moment i came, they finished. So slacked a little while and bought some stuffs for cheer competition. Both khadijah and I bought the headband. Then i was like cursing all the way because i thought the little girl took my headband away. But it was on my neck. Okay it's damn EPIC i know :)

I am just w8-ing for Gowri to upload the photos.... :)

Not energised yet

2010-03-06T08:35:00.006+08:00

I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING FOR CHEERING PRACTICE D:
cause i am still so sleeeeeeeepyyyyy.... >_<

I seriously don't feel like going, but i have to go. I need to do the props with Cheryl. (Yawn) Maybe i should do the shake it dance to make me feel more energised. Anybody can follow me take the same bus to school?

I hope i feel much betta thr.
Chaolos.

I love my class.

2010-03-05T22:35:00.009+08:00

Phew, i just finished doing Danish's blogskin :) It's fuyoohhhhhh (malay term for 'wahhhhhhh'). Hahaha , another satisfied blogskin user of mine :D He was quite picky and he didn't want this and that. I was about to give up then i learnt something new . Hahahahah! Im sososososososo happy.

Anyway. I FRIKKIN LUV MY CLASS TEESHIRT . Even the guys were going kuku over it. I love the colour, omg. ITS GREEN PEOPLE. Let me spell it out for you . G-R-E-E-N. hahahahaha :) About killing Devaki for the 'cocked' up lie.

Devaki : *Goes into the class with sad face, together with Lina. Empty handed*
Everyone in class : *????????? cause we expected them to carry a bag of shirts*
Devaki : Eh guys i got bad news.
Everyone : *everyone's happy faces changed into sad/wtf look*
Everyone : WHAT BAD NEWS?
Devaki: The class teeshirt cannot print .. it got cocked up. The coach made some mistakes.. so yeah no class teeshirt this year.
Me: *PANICK*
Me: WHAT NO CLASS TEESHIRT?!?!?!?!
Devaki : HAHAHAHA I TRICK YOU GUYS AH (inserts a big big cheesy smile)

Tell me now, who doesn't feel like killing Devaki? I'm preparing a parang, how about you guys *laughs*. Lol.

And yeah, i learnt a new cheer from Loga. It's the same as the 'G DOUBLE O D J O B . GOODJOB (clapclap) GOODJOB (clapclap)'.
This is a newer version 'N SINGLE O C O C K. NO COCK (clapclap) NO COCK (clapclap)'.

My class clap 'B L O W J O B . BLOWJOB (clapclap) BLOW JOB (clapclap)'

BYEBYE X)

A guy's mind

2010-03-04T17:23:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I wish i could just read a guy's thought just like a book. If i could, i would read from the glossary till the very end of the page number. I wish i could understand you better and be a better girlfriend . Sometimes, i feel that i am not fit enough for you. I just feel so inferior. Happy 1st Anniversary Yumi(ko)pi'O. I love you.

Sorry if i didn't post much today, i am not in the mood.
Maybe it's because of my period. Bye.

I miss serene mummy & charmaine daddy.
Hope they'd upload the video when we danced like goondus.
Aite gotta chao.

To make you guys laugh a little more :)

SEC 3 CAMP ;D

2010-03-03T20:30:00.009+08:00

I AM BACK FROM CAMP PEEPOL! :B

I miss the camp days. I miss my mummy & daddy which exist from god knows where. I miss everything. I feel like crying just now when i was talking about both mummy and daddy. They were a part of 3E1, and suddenly they just go *poof* within a blink of an eye. I don't know but i still have a feeling of sadness lingering in my heart. Mummy and Daddy, we should meet up soon yeah. Miss you guys real bad!

Okay the funny thing about today, i slept near the staircase and i put my water bottle somewhere near me. Then i accidentally hit my water bottle and the water bottle rolled down the staircase and everyone was like 'WTF IS THAT?' or panicking. Haha, they thought it was just some ghost. And seriously last night was really cooling because the atmosphere was awexome!.

Shake shake shake shake uh shake it!

I feel like dancing to this song, anyone wanna join me? :D heee. Mummy almost cried when we danced on the stage . She is seriously soft hearted but so cute of her! Hahaha. Mummy oh mummy. AGUS, REMEMBER WE SHAKED TILL WE WERE BREATHLESS FOR THE CHEERING PART. *laughs* Cause we were the loudest for the 'Shake shake shake shake uh shake it' part. I can die of suffocation. LOL !

AND AND we couldn't really sleep last night because we rocked the stage. 3E1 didn't win the best group award, and only 3E1ians know why. We matured within days, we bonded within days. And we kept making noise in Hut 1. FYI, it is not haunted-.-' Not even one person got disturbed alright, all of that are just plain bullshit.

Ohya and Daddy said, 'I give you 10 seconds to laugh/talk or whatever . but after that you guys must sleep'. So we were like laughing like hell and Mummy was suffocating me with my pillow cause i laughed super loud that made everyone laugh. HAHAHAHA!

Okay, i shall take photo of my teeshirt later on. Domotah, later you kope from this blog alright? (Her name is awexomely cute) And of course , now my Camp teeshirt is my pillow's jacket. It's very cute!

Theme song for this year's Sec 3 Adv camp : Bad Romance-Lady Gaga.

LOL! it's like OH-MY-GOD!

2010-02-28T18:10:00.005+08:00

THESE LITTLE KIDS ARE CUTE, I SWEAR :)
I will swear on my beautiful bangs

Hhahaha today was absolutely fun because in the early morning me and my younger sister, Lindah, did some bad-talk about that Aainaa. Ohmy, she's so sluttish. Then she gave me all those fowl words like who the heck cares, and my elder sister got into the picture cause she don't like this kind of immature kids talking yakkity-yak about me.

And Aainaa, stop asking people to get a live when you don't . Stupid biatch. Worst than a female dog. What should we call her? The stupidest biatch? I have no idea. I mean, she so kuruskendenking (scrawny like ~~heaven~~hell). Uh, whatever.

Went off to madrasah, came back. Ate maggie mee. Blogged. and took some imitation poses of that stupid dawg. Omg, we look so awsumly kewl. Hahah i am awsum like a dimsum. Hee. Okay then uhm, sang a song for bestfriend cause it was requested since two weeks back -_- That's all.

Ohya, im getting my iPhone back from my sister, im so happy. ^^v

This is the best reply you could give to a girl who says you're fat when she's scrawny and ugly, "At least, i can lose weight but what about you? Your face so ugly must need plastic surgery. You got that kind of money meh? And it's not 100% that your face would be prettier."

(Laughs) I LOVE MY SISTER :D

2010-02-27T20:41:00.005+08:00

Hey love.
I find everything a-okay. It's my third time editing my post. Okay i know im dumb, you need not rub it in my face . Guess what? Im in the LAME/CHEESE BRA society. Anyone wants to join? It's a free-of-charge thingy :D

One day i shall take a picture of my kewl pencilbox. Cux it's utterly cool like whoa. Believe me, it's cute. Even Mrs.Leong likes it. (Laughs) And do remember if you have extra pocket money, please donate it to the Eugene Quake Society because he's in charge of all the earthquakes in the world.

I SERIOUSLY FIND MY ENGLISH TEACHER SO CUTE AND ADORABLE :D

And so does my bestfriend. My siao ding dong bestie who is always by my side

Lady gagapz

2010-02-27T12:07:00.006+08:00

My 137th post.

I've got no mood to post. Besides, i have no idea what to right either. Hmm.. im going to go high-tea l8r on. Thr will be Hady Mirza, SleeQ and blahblahblah. Got the tickets for free cause i joined some contest @ Sensasi's.

Later than update w the pictures lah .

K lah chao.
P/s: Minahs have no life like seriously.

CHANSUNG MY HEART

2010-02-21T22:51:00.003+08:00

OMG JAY & CHANSUNG :D so epic nia!
im gonna finish up the second episode liao :D wooo!
I spent the whole day watching their hilarious 'Wild Bunny'

2010-02-21T20:13:00.002+08:00

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Taked high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraodinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defence. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and rushy. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends

Another boring day

2010-02-21T19:26:00.007+08:00

Helloh & back to posting.
Erm, i am feeling all tired and lethargic. The ulcers on my lips are killing me, it aches me to open my bloody mouth. I hope i get well soon. Maybe the class would be much quieter with me shutting up. Haha.

Anyway, today went to Madrasah. Lol, it was a heck of time. There was a break in between but the teacher didn't let us to go MacD's or any other shop downstairs (which was a sad thing). An Ustaz took over our form teacher cause she was sick. And uhm, i scribbled on Ateeqah's fullscap (inserts a huge grin here).

Then went of to my mom's colleague's wedding. Hoho, the food was kinda good, not like other weddings whereas the food was too salty or overcooked or whutever. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Moving on....

I am beginning to hate me being the youngest child of the family. I mean, yeah i know i have alot to learn since i am still young. Okay larh, i don't wish to type it in here cause later who knows? Some nosey parkers will inform them *sighs*. They don't know the meaning of privacy either. It's okay luh huh.

&erm. Im off to do my homework and revision.
Not forgetting to suffer (by eating my dinner with full of 'Owch'-es.)

Im now watching the last part of episode 1's Wild Bunny
I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH CHANSUNG.
I find Junsu, WooYoung and JaeBom handsome/cute/hilarious!

CHAOz.

2010-02-20T19:36:00.005+08:00

Evening people.
I am so effin bored like the whole day today. And Syafiq just went to work, to replace his friend. So i've got no one to talk to except my booby twinny :D

I have nothing to post lah actually.

Calvin Yu : Hahahaha you shorty!
JJ : So what you tall? You think what? Your that one long meh?
Calvin Yu : Mine is this long *shows the length with his fingers*
JJ : Aiya, like that short only still want act big -.-'

Look at this convo, seriously the guys are so filled with (dots).
Especially when they're at this age. They have overraging hormones *laughs*

IVY TEO LAY TIN
I so sad leh nao, you not goin sarawak trip ):
Hurhur, plead with your mum lah . Pleaseee~

ONE WEEK OR SO
to Yumi(ko)pi-O's first anniversary :-D Bless 'em.

Veryz good.

2010-02-18T21:00:00.004+08:00

Okay i'm so dead beat tired .
Uhm, after this im gonna continue with my malay compo. After that, im gonna print it and like hand it up to cikgu by tomorrow (i hope) . Anwz, uhm. Remedial was F.U.N. Cause today we learnt about problem sums for EMaths which was awexome . I love problem sums ( i sound like a friggin geek.. pfft ).

I SERIOUSLY HOPE IVY'S MOM LET HER GO SARAWAK. Like seriously.
AH, k fine whatever. That's all i guess. Buaibuaix :-D

AND _______ stop PMS-ing us in class or not? We very fed up you know.
RIGHT ART STUDENTS? :| Wen Kai, put your hands up! Lol.

Sarawak bebeh

2010-02-17T22:41:00.004+08:00

I AM GOING TO SARAWAK, BABY! :D
im like omfgee-in all the way cause my mom gave me the permission to go.

Okay im so happy that i can go for the Sarawak trip! *dances* Wooo. I mean like, seriously! Okay why am i getting so excited about? Anyway, i hope my dear Ivy can go too. So she can be my partner. Gowri too! *gives a big grin* Nyehehehe.

Anyway, i am still stucked in my malay composition and it's giving me hell. I have both my dwibahasa and malay dictionary with me, but it's of no use. I mean like seriously. I hope cikgu doesn't mind a one-day-postponed homework. And my brain hurts terribly with me racking it for like straight two hours.
But thank God, i got one page done and i am SO NOT GONNA change the whole thing again. Pfft.. i don't wanna waste my effort nao.

MY SHIRT GOT STAINED BY ACRYLICS ): and it looked like as if my boobs were bleeding or i had one extra red tits. I mean like, eew. Hahahaha. Wen Kai seriously laughed the hell out of him. Perv hor -.-' And Fathin too >:
In the end i spoiled the shirt by painting my blouse with white acrylic. Perfectly dumb. Argh. But thank god, can use that shirt for pinafore . Heee.

And uhm yeah, Quackers and I were like procrastinating about that 'Underwear guy'. He got serious attitude problem man . Still dare to stare at us. Eeyer, not worth it lah hor.

PS: I didn't know Aqilah was so ______ right Quackers? *laughs*

2pm and wondergirls

2010-02-16T12:44:00.004+08:00

OMFGEEEEE . DUCKY LOOK AT THIS.

Sight seein.

2010-02-15T21:47:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow im going sight seeing with mum&dad again..
I AM A HAPPY FAT KID . WOOHOOOO!

You low life idiots should search for your own happiness too aite.

Im gona report this to the teacher, my mom told me so.
You guys just watch out as you are in big trouble.

Valentine is great.

2010-02-14T21:27:00.004+08:00

How much i love to play with eye shimmers.

Sorry if i didn't tag you in this photo through Facebook,
it goes out to everyone i know yeah ! \m/ Love ya many many.

I received dark chocolates from my dearest mummy :)

The love is flyin.

2010-02-14T15:26:00.008+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S

Hello pea-pole.
Pardon me for not posting for quite some time. My dad have been restricting me to use the computer, so yeah just try to understand my situation aye. Aiyoyo, i'm having a terrible headache and my parents are blasting the karaoke system. Pfft. Neverdemind.

So as expected, i have no one to hang out with during valentine's. Pity me. It's not that i don't have a valentino or something, i just need the permission to go out. But valentine's are not meant for girlfriend/boyfriend only whut, you can celebrate with your good friends right? Hee.

Anyway, yesterday i went for a mini-sightseeing in Singapore.
Well, went to Zamzam for lunch then went off to Little India and took some shots. Hoho, i love stomping my feet and making the birds fly (okay it sounds wrong, but shut up).

Straight away after that, went to EXPO .
Guess who i saw? KRIS DAYANTI *screams* Omg i was very happy to see her, but i just saw her from afar and seriously, she's very good in singing live. Omg. She even sold her shoes for auction just to raise the funds for the needy. Sorry if i get all so excited, she's my idol since primary three :D And and and. SHE SANG MENHITUNG HARI ! & she even sang 'Doa Harapanku'. All the oldies. Woo .

Then went to Jurong Point. Mum wanted to buy groceries from NTUC extra but in the end it was closed. So much of a 24-hour supermarket. So LAOYAPOK-POK.

We caught the movie 'Little Big Soldier'. It is a very good movie. I will rate it at 5/5. Woo, make sure you catch this movie, it is seriously hilarious. How much i love Jackie Chan . Hahahaha. Then went to IMM to buy groceries at Giant. The queue was bloody long okay, must complaint.. NOT :-D

My junior, Vanessa did this for me :D So sweet of her. Thanks Junior, i love you too! Happy V's , once an anthonian forever an anthonian .

Okay luh, im off to go and sing (i hope i will)
Hhahaha chaolos.

Photography

2010-02-14T15:11:00.007+08:00

Here are some of the shots i took ..
while going for sightseeing with Mum & Dad on Chinese New Year's Eve :D

2010-02-11T22:17:00.004+08:00

Class tee designs, created by me. No copying >:
Anyway, this is for Olivia incase if she never get received my email.
Okay byebye. Gotta go. Restricted timing, as usual.

2010-02-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

CLASS TEE SHIRT DESIGN #1

Leadja&compatibility

2010-02-07T19:31:00.004+08:00

Each individual is down-to-earth. They see the world as it is and try to approach it in practical ways. May get too carried away with everyday routine and forget to enjoy life as it is, and it is up to the easy-going to bring about some excitement and joy. At the same time, will help organize energy and determination to achieve common goals and create a more comfortable and warm atmosphere for themselves. The only challenge facing the two is to keep monotony at bay, because if gets sucked into the routine and will be too lazy to spend quality time with his partner, boredom will crawl into their relationship.

Otherwise it is a perfect match with great chances for a long term relationship, happiness and mutual understanding.

MY POINT OF VIEW : I can't trust this :-D
Yumiko-pi'O forever ♥

Ducky have been asking me to do this, so tadaa!
I don't know if i spelt the thing correctly, but ive tried my best thou.
What's with them having 1:59pm, such pathetic losers
Muahahahaha, kope this all you want lar Quackers.

Armpit Hair Girl's birthday !

2010-02-07T19:16:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ARMPIT HAIR GIRL!
The oldest pig in the whole family, im lucky that im the youngest :>

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to armpit hair girl,
Happy birthday to you !

Armpit Hair Girl = Fatin Erwhynna Binte Sukar.

Hope you like what my mom bought for you, bachenz.
Here is a short picture montage of us :D

Lunatics-ism

THANKS FOR BEING THERE THROUGH THICK AND THIN, DEAR SMELLY ARMPIT !
I LOVE YOU AND MOST OF ALL, I LOVE MYSELF MORE THAN YOU :D

Whateeveerr

2010-02-06T14:39:00.005+08:00

Im gonna shut my blog down until CTs are over, Hiatus dude.

I am down. I am torn apart. I wanna kill myself. I can't bring myself to do it at all. I wanna hide somewhere where no one can ever find me again. I think the world would be much happier without my presence . I guess, i really have to go.

When i really thought that i could actually lean on someone, he wasn't there for me ever again. I was to be wronged, to be blamed at. I would just want to turn back time and chew back my words. I would just want to be the old me. The old Iffah who wasn't all this weak. Who didn't mind what people would say.

As time goes by, the hurt in my heart swells even more and all i could ever do is just cry to myself. You were not there for me anymore. Sometimes i would just ask myself. 'Why am i borned in this world? Am i to suffer all alone?' . I guess i was suppose to suffer all by myself.

I want to cry , but it is just useless. No one would be there for me ever again.

Unfortunately all i could do is to say sorry . And move on with my life .
Im just another loser, to suffer till i die.

2010-02-01T21:01:00.004+08:00

01stFebruary2010 , the worst scar ever .

The worst scar has nothing to do with any of my relationship with my bf/friends/family.
I am just .. you would never understand how much my heart hurts

School was aye-okay. It was until the very last part of sch .. *sigh*

PHYSICS test was okay, i only forgot the symbols for the 'milli/micro/nano/deci/kilo/mega' & so on and so forth. But it was only 1 mark.
So i didn't bother to fill that blank up. Mwahahahah!

Mother tongue was fine too, just certainly fed up with a certain someone.
I bet Fathin, Khadijah, Lina & Afiq knows what i mean . I mean c'mon!
You've gotta grow up little bitch because flirting ain't one of the subtopics tested in malay examinations or even class tests. So much of a weakling.
& dear Fatin, it's not you. I swear.

Had English then Mathematics then VE.
Went across school to have my lunch at the bubbletea shop :D
Yumyum, i super effing love their cheese fries with mayonnaise. Ohmyfvkinggawd.

Anyway, I.AM.SO.FVKING.GLAD.THAT.TOMORROW.HAVE.THREE.PERIODS.OF.ART.
Yay-ness! And three periods of English, and Mathematics (sian-ed)

& mtfishing workshop for more than 3 hours, i swear i will have butt cramps.
Like seriously. Argh gar gar gar gar .

Happy eleventh monthsary to us, Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Dear Bee,

Although you won't have the time to read what im posting now. And you're currently in silat (i hope you're okay, cause you haven't cure yet leh!) . Im sorry that i can't share the day with you tomorrow because i have a workshop to go to >: Maybe on Wednesday, during my HMT break , why not come and visit me aye? And im super sorry i can't celebrate the first anniversary with you. Omg , im very sorry and i felt that ive been treating you very badly. So, when im back from camp, i will and promise, I WILL CELEBRATE OUR FIRST ANNI WITH YOU.
I love you with all my heart.

- Your cutest girlfriend.

2010-01-31T20:05:00.004+08:00

JUST RANDOM SHOTS OF MYSELF :-D

All alone

2010-01-31T18:01:00.007+08:00

God knows how much homework i have now, and yet i haven't touch a single shit.
Currently chatting with Hadi. Pfft.

Anyway, my sister got disturbed by the 'Pontianak' which was in my room
Then she claim she talked to me and i replied her, when i clearly remembered that.
NO ONE TALKED TO ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
And the 'Pontianak' nearly went inside her body, but she managed to blurt out the word 'Allah.
Thank god she's okay now.

Yesterday i read all the prayers before i went to sleep .
So now everything's okay. Omgee, this is really creeping me out thou.

IM ALL ALONE AT HOME. :S
btw, ____ youre not making me feel any better.

Art geek twinny, i need to tell you someth .. quickly go online!

Byebye, Sayunara Kuds.

Kiss N Tell

2010-01-30T23:02:00.006+08:00

I shall summarise whut i did today.

Got ready to go > School (some parent's day talk for sec 3) > Chicken Rice Shop > Hospital > Visit granny > Slept like a cat (Abang Andy's line) > Woke up > Go to Ayer Rajah (West coast hawker centre > Ate Kway Teow Kuah > SHIOK , cause very spicy > Home sweet home > Online-ing > Random uploading of pictures > Blogging

Granny's okay, she still makes jokes like the usuals.
She looks like some 'Thai boxer' cause of the bandage on her left wrist.
Btw i cried yesterday, and i shall not tell you why.
I pity me granny, she is so old and yet she have to suffer.. *sigh*

Anw, yeah today i didn't do anyth much.
But it was a good bonding time w my parents thou ^^

Just to note you guys .

My eleventh monthsary is coming in 3 days time !

God, time flies very fast. Didn't quite expect us to last quite long.
I hearts with zillion hearts me boyfie , Muhd. Nassir Bin Juma'in.

Just got to know that ..
OUR FIRST ANNIVERSARY CLASHES WITH MY SECONDARY THREE ADVENTURE CAMP.
Oh fuck this fucking shit. I bet B would be quite disappointed >:
Why must everything fall on the same day?! Bloody disappointed now.

Okay it's been a day since i last talk to B,
and i am missing him like one Shizzly wizzly nao.
And Dad is in the hall, happily snoring like some grizzly bear.

I didn't know i look like a bapok , oh shit.
Anyway, my eyes are all red and sore nao. WHY?!

Says Kudos.

2010-01-30T08:30:00.003+08:00

Im gonna bathe after eating my breakfast and chiao go school w Mum & Dad.
I am currently chatting with some lame shit ass, i don't even know her!
F*CKTHYWHUT. Random people adding me up, stupid sheet.

Okay i added some new songs to my playlist, happy dying.

Byebye.

One eyed monster.

2010-01-28T21:49:00.006+08:00

Im so gonna hand up these artpiece of mine to Mdm Lee, she happy or not happy.
Not my problem, i have done my best and my mother said it was GOOD.
So jyeah. Goodluck to me, hope she wouldnt dare to try to demoralise me.

Btw, i find Physics is getting very boring because Miss. M 's teaching is so..
FRIGGIN BORING TO THE FRIGGIN CORE.
It's like more to communicating to herself than the rest of the class.
Note that, because i have bolded it. Dumdum.

Okay wasn't it real good mood today cause someone pissed me off ystd.
I almost cried because of someone and Khadijah knows that.
But i'll try to look at things in a positive way.

Sayonara kuds.
Counting down to 11monthsary.

Art Exhibition loves.

2010-01-26T22:22:00.005+08:00

Here are some of the pictures from the Art Exhibition i went last Thurs.
Lol, i was forced to go because if i didn't go, i have to go for DetentionClass.
For my four years of studying in BVSS, i want a bloody clean record.
(Photographs taken from Mdm Maziyan's facebook)

I am smacked right in the middle, oh i look so 'tall'
Rmb, Juniors must squat down so can see the bloody seniors' face . -.-

Check it out, i was spotted slacking at the corner. (on the really left hand side)

Woohoo , spot me. God, Fathin's face kena blocked.

Whut a moment, everyone is doing their own thing .
Btw those two teachers are my art teachers.

Act as if im looking at the sky, when i was yadahyadah-ing .

Bloody sh*t

2010-01-25T21:09:00.006+08:00

Currently crapping with Danish. Lol, from taking a chill pill to sueing the owner of the shop. Seriously funny luh ! Okay, hmm.. i just want to say , KHIDHIR BESTIE ! Can you seriously get a control of yourself? Anything just confide in me and Hadi. But if it's a guy prob, don't look for me . And anyway, Hadi left msn without a bye. Pfft.

And f. My right cheek is in pain, either i have sore tooth or a huge ulcer. Bloody sh*t.

Okay lah, i enjoyed today's HMT lesson! And i love going to Lot 1's rooftop.
Meeting Babyluv tmr :D Wheee . And in a few days' time it is our 11 monthsary!
I love you luh Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

IM WATCHING PROJEK CERPEN :-D \m/

Sayonara .

Fuh reak keen bored.

2010-01-24T19:10:00.004+08:00

I wanna be your next nightmare, mtfisher.

18 more minutes to my favourite Indon Drama Series, Cahaya .
Anyway, i am very very bored. Just nao got people to entertain me, nao don't have already. *Screams* HADI! Come back from tuition quickly leh >: Entertain me you dumbo! Hahaha , i might call him l8r on . Huahua.

I AM SO FUH-REA-KEEN BORED TO THE VEHLI CORE

Look at this, both my cats are sleeping in the same manner,and the fact is that we didn't arrange the cats to sleep that way. Hoho , cute right? My fatty bomboms . I love them to the core :D

I is smart, you is stupid.

2010-01-23T21:24:00.008+08:00

I is the smart one, you is the stupid two

Currently chatting with my genius love, Evening! :)
Got scolded in the early morning , got lectured & nagged at. But i was at fault luh, use computer until late at night, at around 1o'clock then offline. Dumdum . Thanx Andyqa for being thr and all . Huahua , he's such a 'nerdy' mat repz.

So yeah, had my breakfast at JP's kentucky.fried.chicken.
The breakfast meals is kinda expensive, compared to Mac's. But i loved the honey scones, so yummy! Huahua . I only like the scones, only scones. Pathetic right? Pfft.

I started the day with a smile, and ended it with a smile too.
(Psst.. i know i shouldn't play with food) But it was just the tiny piece of the scone and the remainings of my maple syrup.

Went for window shopping , spent quality time with my mum.

Went to catch the 'Tooth Fairy' movie. It's a must watch. Rates it at 5/5.

It's a really good movie, and the best thing was that, the old woman who acted as the 'fairy godmother' was actually the lady from the 'Sound of Music' . Hahaha! I didn't realise it till my mum told me about it.

I shouldn't tell you more because it might spoil the whole 'OMG I MUST WATCH THIS' feeling.

'Does this tutu make my ass look big?

Byebye people !

Minahs and their stories.

2010-01-22T21:29:00.005+08:00

Support the MINAHS in whatever way you can!
Especially the Minah Kenings and the Minah panda makeup

Haha, i drew it tgt with Fathin, Khadijah and Syifaa' contributed by being thr? Haha :) Seriously was friggin bored at school, so we gossip about alot about that certain someone. Then we moved on to talking about guys, boyfriends and why we shouldn't have a boyfriend (when i do -.-, imma bad example)

You better support this by liking it in my Facebook, seriously people!

School is filled with homeworks, tests, homeworks, tests, revisions.
And i dread doing weekend assignments when the weekends are actually for us to relax man . But im gonna be positive . Homework is a form of revision.

HAPPY 71st BIRTHDAY TO IVY TEO LAY TIN ♥
My lao ahma kokocrunch, expired kokocrunch.

Sorry i didn't get you anything leh Kokocrunchyy, i give you next week kay? Besides im gonna buy the birthday cake to celebrate the january babies birthdays. So yeah, dui bu qi. And i love you lah old woman. I hope you like the last-minute card. Hee.

I gave you a goodbye kiss. Imma vehli good ger.

I look like a tog ah.

2010-01-20T20:21:00.004+08:00

(I want my hair to grow faster & i wanna rebond my freaking fringe! Major pfft. )

It's been a long time since i've updated yeah . The people who are online in msn are like very busy, i also don't know why. Anw, good job VB girls! :) Try harder next time okay, im here to support you guys! . And hmm .. yeah whatever. Later i shall do my SS homework , i seriously enjoy myself during SS period man. I shall tell you why l8r on. Haha :)

Credits to Gowri

Class Beautifying Day is finally over. But i am not really satisfied with my new classmates, but i shall not hold a grudge on anyone since it's a brand new year . Besides it is still January . Trying to be optimistic here ... weird me. Anyway yeah the Disco Ball dropped and i think Wayne had a shock xD The tape wasn't strong , cheap skate 'POPULAR' merchandise . Boo /w\ !
Sheetos.

There is a story behind me posting up a picture of zips here

To the people of the world (especially the guys) , remember to zip up your pants after you have visited the toilet ! Hahaha, this is what happen to Mr Tan today. My funny 'I look like a tog ah ? (I look like a dog uh? )' teacher. Was laughing all the way till my face turned red. Mwahahaha, and Ivy and I were like 'I want to post this in my blog!' and.. i actually did!

HASTA LA VISTA , BABY ! *wink wink*

So yummy looking man .

Anyway, after this i shall do some research on YOG cause i gotta have some ideas for this year's SYF for ART. I actually wanted to focus on Ice Kachang , which one of Singapore's favourite local dessert. I shall not explain further because some people might copy my idea.

I don't quite like the idea of Mdm Lee asking her to join us for SYF ART. Seriously, what talents have she got. I know she's good in shading blahblahblah. If i joined F&N/D&T or CS , would she even ask me to join? Ftw. So unfair. So bias. A perfect piece of a shit.

& btw i ♥ my new status for facebook.
Incase you didn't add me or whatsoever.. this is what it states.
'Eefarh Opheleia Alejandro I can't stand the way you stare at the guys and fakely laughing. So pathetic. Eew.'

A shoutout to her. A nice shoutout. Good Job .

2010-01-17T21:20:00.004+08:00

I lurv my twinny <:

Pokeymama

2010-01-17T21:07:00.004+08:00

Currently chatting with Andyqa, but he's replying like quite suhlow. Suh-low-pokey-mama.
Anw anw anw, yeah the disco balls haven't dry leh cause there's no sun D: How?!
And i feel like skipping higher mother tongue tmr. And i have yet done my hw.
And i have yet check the school timetable.
My life is sucha 'motherfather' if ya know whut i mean.
You don't know, you shut the gaps up, nigga.

2010-01-16T10:19:00.007+08:00

I don't want the seniors to fuhlow (follow)
Ah wtfishyfishyfishyfishball
.
I wanna bathe nao but my gmomma
is like shittyshitty bangbang
IN . THE . TOILET .
Like seriously , NOW!

CHIAO CHEESYBIBONG. ( idk what lang sia!)
EefarhOpheleiaAlejandro

Something about you.

2010-01-16T08:51:00.008+08:00

I'm gonna go and bathe after this, then i shall chao go school cause today got NAFA workshop! :D Hahaha, after that we're gonna go shop a lil' at Bugis. Wheeeeeeeeee ~ I fishyfoo-ing love art ttm.

I don't know how to explain it,
If only you could truly see,
How much I really care for you,
How much you mean to me.

I look forward to seeing you every day,
The grin that belongs only to you,
When I see you I can't help but smile,
There is just something about you.

When you put your hand in mine,
My heart suddenly beats faster,
I wish I could tell you right then and there,
That my life could never be better.

When you wrap your arms around me,
For a simple, gentle hug,
I want to stay in that moment forever,
And tell you how much you really are loved.

When we gradually come close enough together,
Our lips touch, a kiss,
Nothing around us seems to matter,
Because there is nothing sweeter than this.

No words could ever express how much you mean to me,
I hope you have these feelings for me, too;
I can't figure out just what it is,
But there is definitely something very special about you

- Cate Haggland

Hadi introduced this poem to me, so really touching lah, and i have no idea why he isn't replying me in msn. Gong gong la he. Pfft.

Chiao chikenabeh .

I love my new class . Wootness!

2010-01-14T21:32:00.013+08:00

HELLO PEEPOL

Short post. Can't wait for class beautifying day. 3E1 is a wonderful class manzx. And we are gonna do something something, cannot tell lah. Later peepol copy mua, i dont like . PFFT . Anws, thank you Rennes, Agus, Afiq , Khadijah, Aqilah , Lina, Oli for accompanying me.

And Lina, don't brood over not getting the paramore tickets. In fact, im quite sad too . Hurhur . Been a fan of them for years . Bleah D: Gargh .

K, new teacher for HMT. Cikgu Teoh :D She's very cute leh. Can laugh all day. Hmm.. Cikgu Manaf is teaching the sec ones , hurhur. But a new teacher, why not? Haha :)

I just don't understand what my Dad is trying to brainwash me with. With something like propaganda i guess. Seriously, from me consistently forgetting to record 'Cahaya' series for my mum to my sisters not being that successful to them trying to 'poison' my mind to me being like them .

A parent should support the child and not like talking about a whole world of bad things. I mean when i look at other parents, i see how fortunate they are. Eventhough im one of 'them'. I mean come on, some of them are using their parents as voodoo dolls and they ain't giving any fuck about it.

When i do something so little, they sound, when i don't do also, they sound.
Seriously what do they want from me?! I know im the youngest, i know im the last straw , i know that i MUST make my parents proud. Stop giving me all those f ing pressure can? School is enough, i don't want family probs to interfere too! Arghzx.

Enough Iffah, they want the best of you.

OHYEAH im officially the 'Head of Welfare' for this year ! :D AND it's gonna be two years of being the 'Head of Welfare' Omfgee lah hor, vehli good. \m/ Go Retro-y ones! Ily hearts hearts many to the core.

We played until our knees nearly drop ! :)

First day of school with girlfriends :)

Blurry picture huh ?

Peace my nigga \m/

My new bestfriend, Rennes Lee Ting ! :D

Her new hair do, i prefer her old one >:

Remember to SPEAK. GOOD . ENGRISH !

Thy next big thang.

2010-01-09T21:09:00.007+08:00

EEFARH OPHELEIA ALEJANDRO
Yeah, darn right. Screw you bloody jerks.

Don't act as if you're the next big thing, jerk.
Seriously stop calling me a freak. What did i ever do to you?
All i ever did was to 'love' you in the end i didn't get what i wanted.
And you were all happy about it. Celebrating with a 'hallelujah' .
I hate your character, by now you should know that.
(P/s: Don't try to act tough la hor.)
MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT , thats your trademark. Should i add a 'rep' to it?

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

Kah-bling-bling-blong .
Anw, i hate the new supplier for my school uniform. Bibi & Baba. So babi !
They alter my uniform until so big then now i have to alter it. Suh-tuu-peet.
Whatever & Anything .

Woooooo , i can't wait for liesa♥ 's birthday . Woo, let's party .
Disco disco , woot woot ! :D adapted from 'Meet the Zohan's.
I don't know why but it feels like our first anniversary is like gonna come in any time . Hahahaha :) B might be following me and girlfs to celebrate birthday!
And uhm , it is zeemonobaka's 100TH post. Woot woot!

Btw, have you noticed that somehow it's been a long time since i changed my url?
Hahah, too lazy lah now.

Sayonara kuds , readers.

O ♥ , i love you leh :)

2010-01-07T22:23:00.006+08:00

Woohoo , helloh readers! :)
Currently sneaking thru the internet access , yeah *laughs*
There's social studies hw left to do , bahhh~

Anyway today was a hilarious day, i mean specifically during Social Studies period.
Because Mr. Tan made a whole chunk of sacarstic remarks and jokes about Singaporeans and all. But somehow, he made a point .

Umm.. Ohyeah, Syifaa'! Get well soon ? Hahaha . I have no idea why you didnt attend sch today leh. Surely got diarrhoea one leh. Nyehehe. K lah, just get well soon k? Miss you girlfriend!~

&I don't know why the malay stall aunty keep giving me extra stuffs.
For example i ordered three nuggets, she gave me four. And i only had to pay 1 dollar.
Hahahahah , my friends keep saying this to me 'Eh not fair, so bias leh!'

Btw i seriously hate waking up late and rushing for school. Especially on a rainy day. Argh. I seriously got all drenched , my clothes and hair and my shoes were wet today. Argh . And the class laugh at me because i came in like some goon running for my life. Argh. Super Argh for today. But managed to dry myself . HAHA. okay lame

Okay lah nothing else to say..
till the next time :D byebye.

Back to school

2010-01-06T07:31:00.005+08:00

BOOOOOOO , sucka.

Anyway i won't be updating my blog THAT frequently and yeah, it's due to school.
Because my dad won't let me go online unless there's a project to do OR it's the weekends.
So yeah, uhm.. I can't wait for art bebeh! Hehehehehe :) NAFA here i come~
Ive gotta bring veggies for art. Hahha, gonna draw 'em? I guess .
What else to say uh ? hmm. Gonna take neoprints with Rennes :)
Since there's no higher malay lesson today so yeah.
And on friday might be decorating something for someone .. hehehehe!
and im off to wear my school uniform, style my hair a lil and pack my bag for school.
I wanna buy a new bag. I want that zebra 'preenz' dickies bag.
OHYA, i haven't eat my breakfast. Sian lah, today cereals.

And Ivy, my teeth not bleeding liao. But my lips was still numb lor..
and stop staring at me when im eating you kanina. HAHAHAHAH x) Stare at Syifaa' instead hor hor hor.

Finally i wore socks to school . The rule nao very strict leh . Bo pian people.

Chiao .

Half heartedly yours.

2010-01-03T20:47:00.005+08:00

Hello wello. I don't know whether this is gonna be bad news or good news.
I might be moving house to somewhere near gombak :/ Downgrade leh ..
And the 'might' will be more to 'Yes' than 'No'.
But i will still be studying in Bukit View , that's for sure .

Okay, so yesterday went out with Fatin (mummy) .
Bumped into Joel and some other Bukitviewan, i don't know what's name luh.
And Joel keep disturbing me when i was printing photos. Kanasai lah he.
Then went to Timezone cause it was really tempting.
After a long time of not playing DDR, i was quite 'kaku' (stiff) with it.
Pfftttt... HAHAHAHHA :D

Went to yellow, saw that particular Dickies bag. I saw zebra preenz!
I wanna buy it to match my wallet leh . Argh gar gar gar gar gar gar.
But i bo enough money.. so have to save this month to get it .
Then went to collect photos at Harvey Norman's. Followed by the library.
Copied Fatin's holiday hw. HAHAH. and i helped her do some of the english idioms.
So later im gonna finish up the whole load of homework :/

And papa, don't be so down leh. Must be optimistic cause it's a new year! (:

Okay that's all luh .
Buaibuaix :-D

Stop with the AP thing.

2010-01-02T19:46:00.008+08:00

To my dear cousin.

1) First thing uh, i only reminded you that tomorrow have madrasah lah hor. Your pasal if you want to go or not ah. I malas to say everything.

2) Secondly , i only got to know now. In the night. In the early night! Okay it's not as if i tell you in the midnight or whatsoever . And does morning/afternoon/night make a huge difference. Think about it. It's just hours apart. And i only got to know now, ONLY NOW. If ive known it earlier, i would have told you right?

3) Thirdly, i know it's tough juggling your school , madrasah and work together. But everytime you put the priority on work. Look at the situation now. Without studies, you can't go far.

4) Fourthly, you ask people to be in your shoes , your situation, your problem. But have you ever thought of mine? I don't need to act big fuck here lah eh. Waste of time because i ain't a minah , WHICH IS BASICALLY VERY OBVIOUS. So what for i wanna act big fuck? I don't get paid for it .

5) Lastly , I dont need to act cool, because cool people are just people with titles because in the starting they were just friggin' lame. I am who i am. Im not cool or whatsoever. and please lah , your vocab so limited meh? Only F and nabeh. -.- So chickeneh.

I could go on writing if i want to , but malas uh. What goes in, will come out. So like very 'rimas' to talk about it. Im being a good cousin by reminding you and yet i get this kind of result. Seriously i am very malas of people like you uh.

Btw, block me all you want. That is so primary school attitude lah doink.
and private your blog for all i care. You ask fathin to tell me , 'dont bother looking also'. Hahaha. Kukuchiao, so afraid of me. Im so good. Youre afraid of me..
No need to become a minah for another minah to be afraid of me.
So f ing fantastic.

&If you are daring enough you should face reality. Wake up dude.
Stupid meat balls shit.

Xoxo .

Art geeko.

2010-01-02T10:36:00.012+08:00

My timetable for this year, pfft! I don't understand a shit.

Oh-Emm-Eff-Gee! Mdm Grace Lee teaching art?!?!?! I thought it was Mdm Maziyan. I hate that oinkers lor (mdm. lee) So bias like shizzle.

I tell you what, i hate Mdm Lee. But no matter what i must try to love her.
For the sake of Art, for the sake of Nanyang Academy Of Fine Arts and for the sake of my future :) I must be positive :) Pfft. *laughs*

And the timetable is soooo f ed up. Everything is cluttered everywhere :/
I seriously don't understand what is MM and all those shit.
And who the hell is my form teacher?! Who is he? So unknown lehhhh .
Am i ready for Secondary three life? HELL NO D:

Ah whatever, keep that aside. i hate reminding myself that sch is opening in a day's time.

Later meeting Fatin lah . Go buy birthday presents .
Happy 10 monthsary to us! :) Ily Ily Ily

Happy 15th Birthday to Chia Zong Yun :D
I posted on yr facebook profile one minute after 12o'clock kay.
See imma good friend, so be happy bout it. Scrawny ass.

Spot Wanxin , she look so cute!

Hehe, Emu bird beside me. Fatin also :)

My fvcked up clay work (i was sick during the H1N1 period)

I told you, it was fucked up. I do anyhow .

Tadaa! Groupie photo :) (My face like shitzx)

My cousin HAD to copy my type of artwork. Ftw -_-' In the end, i joined art ! She didn't.

Twinny's work :)

10 Monthsary to Babyluv.

2010-01-01T23:23:00.004+08:00

11:24pm , 1st of January 2010 :D
Happy 10th Monthsary to us B ! Hehehe :) You've been the greatest boyfriend. Well yeah, im sorry for like almost everything. Being rude to you and such. And still you was so patient w my fucked up attitude. Hahahah :D

Lol, it is not that i didnt want to contact you for the past two days. The main reason was that i was tired and the other, too hurt to talk to a guy. Yeah somehow :)
Thank you for your advices and all . Thank you for your encouragement. Thank you for being there when i was really down because of my bloody exammination results .

I am quite glad that you know my feelings because whenever i go all silent, you would just ask me 'B, are you okay?' . Hahah :) That is why i love you so much. After playing around, i got sick of it. Seriously. The other guys like, seriously don't know my feelings at all. And when i got so 'merajuk' they seriously don't know how to pujuk. Aren't they stupid? Nyehehe :)

I love you and i seriously do
PICK UP YOUR BLOODY PHONECALLS, CAUSE I DONT WANT YOUR BLOODY BROTHER TO TALK TO ME-.-
hahahah, kidding !
eversince 020309 ;)

Ohyeah baby dances

2010-01-01T16:33:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY FELLOW READERS :D

Hahahha, i cant stop being so hyper. WHEEEEEEE~
I have no idea why, must start the year with full pride!
HAHAHA , i think i ate too many Jco donuts .
Anyway , MirulPapa disown me liao, so who cares! Imma wild child :D
Wait i become a minah ah, menyesal kau .

Anyway, tomorrow is my 10Monthsary with B ♥!
Omfgee, i didn't expect time to fly like super fast~
Two more months, become our very first anniversary! :D
I have no idea of what to buy :/ Rings? Engrave our names in it?
I dont know and it ain't cheap . But im gonna save money for it! :D
He's my first real love lah hor :)

Goodluck to both of us.
And also my sister's relationship because in afew days more, its her first year with Shahreza .. known as SHAH :D That crazy guy who likes to disturb me -.-'
And also to Mummy and my abandoned dad, Mirul'papa' , HAPPY SECOND MONTHSARY!

& To Siti Khaliesa Mokhtar and Nurul Fathihah, HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAYS :D
did i miss out anyone?

This a month of enjoyment and such.
byebye, im gonna bathe then chao go Metro sale~

2010 / Two Oh One Oh :)

2010-01-01T15:57:00.009+08:00

Car lift?!?! And it was awexomely cool taking the car lift!

The fireworks, sorry for bad camera quality ! ):

'Have a break, have a KitKat'

I forgot how i did this, kinda awexome ~

A family potrait w/o 2 jies.

Happy nieu year.

2009-12-31T19:54:00.007+08:00

HAPPY NIU YEAR lah!!!!!
In hour's time, its gon' be 2010.

Im gonna go Zamzam go eat murtabak then go watch fireworks w my mum and dad.

Being optimistic is kewl .
A positive start for a new year :)
2 more days to 10 monthsary w Babylove! I can't wait :D
buaibuaix :-D

2009-12-31T10:48:00.004+08:00

Since it's the 31st, lemme write my list of new year's resolution .

Myself :
- to lose weight
- to grow taller
- get rid of the eyebags
- be a better person, a more optimistic person.
- study very hard and get what i want
- go back home straight away after school, no slacking.
- relationship with boyfriend

It didn't turn out like what i expected.

2009-12-30T23:26:00.009+08:00

I confessed my feelings towards him. Like i expected, it didnt turn out like what i've wanted . ~~I am in a progress of forgetting him. Feeling helpless. Worthless.~~ I felt that i have fallen for the wrong person. I shouldn't have played with fire in the first place. I shouldn't. But now everything is over. It's way over.

The feeling is unbearable. Everything is falling at the very same time. My personal problem and my family problems. Everything cropped up. Making me feel so stressed. I feel way worst than the time i fell head over heels for Khairi. Im feeling all mixed. Mixed . Stress is the fucking word.

Edited @ 31st Dec, 1:33am .
After crying my heart out loud . I felt so much better. Thanks to Lia Amalina and Nurul Fathihah who crapped w me in facebook :D Hahaha, especially Fathihah for staying thru the night talking about hairstyles . *Laughs* I have a new me, a positive me. To start the new year w a rly good and positive attitude. Jiayou EEFARH!Ive got my own self motivation, baby!

Thank you for everything, thank you for your advices and all. ~~It's not worth it because it takes two hands to clap. And this is just a 'one sided' relationship.~~ I wish you all the very best for the both of you. Jiayou!

Thank you Amirul Hakim (:
Thank you Papa, Mummy and Andyqa for the advices you gave me.
And btw, im beginning to fall in luv w my bf ,he is so sweet.

Random bestfriends .

2009-12-30T21:05:00.008+08:00

Im your saturday night fever, baby.

ELL - OH - ELL .
Blah dee blah blah blah blah.
Crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap.

I don't know what to do. Nao im so interested w eye makeups and lipsticks.
Omfgee we failed at the 'lady gaga lipstick' thingy . Pfft ! Omfgee. Omfgee.
Fatin, i already posted the picture . Bahahahah, no way im gonna delete that.
This is so f ing random.

Anyway, this is going to be my name tag for my sec three books.
I find it totally and awexomely K.E.W.L.

P/s: I cant stop laughing at the lipstick thingy . *Roll on th floor laughin'*

Rindu yang membara.

2009-12-30T00:30:00.006+08:00

Woohoo! Im finally done with MirulPapa's blog . Omfg, nice lah hor! x)
Anyway , welcome back to SG Fleaflyflo ! Lol, yeah crap tah dee crap.
And currently chatting with Andyqa (the calculator, the smart arse) O.O'

Whoa, i totally forgot that tuition was postponed to tmr .
Then i go wake up and straight away bathe and wanted to go for tuition.
Pfft, Iffah oh Iffah you're getting old lah dey! Im 41 ):

Lol , and quite a number of people like my drawing (in the previous post)
Hahahah , so crappish la that drawing. I drew that when i was darn darn bored.
Pfft didn't know it could have so many luvers. x)

Btw Bibik (my maid) is coming back tomorrow! I can't wait to sleep like usual.
I can't stand sleeping outside on that stiff couch. Pfft, seriously pfft!
I can get backaches and leg cramps. And it happens like everyday. EVERYDAY!

Anyway B's aunty asked me to follow 'em go Wild Wild Wet.
I bet mum and dad won't let me go :/ Because of my maid coming back home thingy.
Pfft im sorry B . And cik, cause i rejected her outings for countless of times alr.
Bleah i feel so useless! D: D: D:

Xoxo, buaibuaix :-D
Im gona be my old self & mummy, cheer up ley!
I bold-ed it because i'm back w him :D

Cinta.

2009-12-29T16:04:00.005+08:00

It states everything i wanna say (: I just drew this . Pfft.
It means : I am not meant for you, eventhough i am in need of you. (someth liddat)

Cinta = Love = Ai

Kau tercipta untukku .

2009-12-29T11:59:00.003+08:00

I always thought that you were meant for me.
But it turned out wrong.
Xoxo, i love you.
)':

Afraid of being who i am

2009-12-28T20:48:00.006+08:00

As i slowly wiped the tears off my face, i kept muttering his name under my breath. I couldn't take this any longer, i am not who i used to be. I am not the person who used to be strong and not afraid of rejections. Now, im so afraid of the world. Afraid of being rejected, afraid of being laughed at. And even being afraid who i am. I can be compared to a coward. A big , fat, coward.

I am just like a rose, withering slowly as the days go by. Losing hope, losing faith and most of all, losing my confidence and self-esteem.

This is how i feel about myself now.
Useless . Hopeless . Courageless.

xoxo.

Main heart killer .

2009-12-28T16:07:00.005+08:00

My heart was killed when i saw this :(
Im such an Ftard in your eyes.

One two three four five six .. somemore?

2009-12-28T01:11:00.007+08:00

WHOA . I gave out lots and lotsa hints already . I don't know if that pootpoot got my signal. He is sucha dum dee dum dum dum.

Anyway, Im really sorry to Amirul Hakim (aka fleaflyflo) for like.. scolding you?
Hahah , have fun in Genting.

Toodles noodles woodles.

&btw to ****YOU.
Very lazy to talk to these kind of people, low life idiot-icity.
Anyway if you really really not happy about my size, then eat more! :)
Who gives an effing care about you luh. Go dig your own grave.
I don't think peepol would even want to dig it for you, too lazy lah hor.
Omg im so famous , so flattering hor.

The way you make me luv you.

2009-12-27T23:26:00.016+08:00

IM BACK FROM BATAM, BABY! OMFG. DID SOMEONE MISS ALL MY CRITICISM?
Let me tell you what, i don't giva fuck to what you say. Mtfucka!
I lead my own life , not your fuckin' grandmumma . So stfu.

Currently chatting with my darling mummy. My darling papa it's not online. Pfft.
*Laughs* I bought two new tops and im totally loving it. One is spongeybob and the other, jeans type. Omfg. Like give me a what what . (answer: whatwhat)
Okay sidetracking , the overall was okeyh lah. Except for me being sick. Yeah that sucks like one fcuk like damn shit. Stupid flu, cough, sore throat and asthma -.-' A new combi, 4-in-1. :D

Okay seriously 'SOMEONE'
Ah lazy to type long long lah, so long winded yet won't get into your mini-sized brain. Anyway, yeah type all those shit . Type all you want alright. Im not gonna explain any longer because ive asked for forgiveness. And i don't know what more you want. So , yeah whatever.

SEZAIRI WON. I AM OH-SO-HAPPY. THOU SYLVIA DID HER BEST, BUT GOOD TRY! ELL-OH-VEE-EE.
later alot of peepol complain la hor, so must put fair-fair la hor.

Im off . Zooooooomz

2009-12-25T22:33:00.007+08:00

Whuttafishyfoo? Where is this biatch going to?

Answer: BATAM ! :) Having a 2 days 1 nite stay thr (:
I want to do lotsa shopping and im gonna rebond my hair thr. I dont giva fuck .
Do miss me yeah. Lol i don't think there's anyone reading this any longer.
Pfft. Iffah you're a big loser. And i will miss Eveninglove! & _______.

Wait!

Should i bring my novel tmr , incase of boredom?
I think i should. Haha, im answering myself.
Dum dum.