Boomz / Shingz.

Why wasn't i able to convey you ?

My feelings that were growing every day and night

The words began to overflow

But i know they won't reach you now .

Today im just freaking exhausted because when i went back home from Singapore Polytechnic's , i just headed for my bed and slept till the sun sets down at 6 nearly 7. Im feeling all excited and happy and tired at the same time. Okay , you may think that this is a good feeling but to me it's suckish because , I want to be happy but im tired. I want to be excited but i'm tired. Haha :D

After school stayed back with Fowziya & Vaisnavi . The whole lot of secondary one and two students lined up before the gate was opened. Very kiasu singaporeans huh? It's like four minutes before the gate was open, they were already lined up at the gate getting ready to dash out. I mean, isn't it ridiculous? Completely. It's not as if like some super star is coming to visit Bukit View's (oh well, you can dream all you want).

Stayed back until 1.45 waited for people to come until 2. Then went up bus and headed to Singapore polytechnic's . Wondering why we're going there for? Just to support my schoolmates , what else yoh ? We had a super duper sumptuous lunch a hearty lunch rather, because there was mee goreng, bee hoon goreng, chicken wings, Dim sum... and even Eclair ! Wootzah :D It's super filling. WHAT ELSE ?! WE ATE AS MUCH AS WE CAN :D

Anws, am very glad to say that Bukit View got first for the Unearthed ; Garden design competition and a $2000 reward and a trophy . Woohoo , congrats guys. I screamed super loud can :D Until my throat runs dry and i was like coughing most of the time . Tootz. When back to Bukit View's then lepak for a little while because help Fatin write the feelings and whatever stuff after the trip to Singapore Polytechnic's.

Went home and *BOOMZ* im sleeping .

Okay whatever, im just too lazy to type luh :P But if you want to chat with me in MSN it's alright manz, because i'm more alive there. Hehehe .

Tomorrow going to meet (Y) after one week plus of not meeting :D Omgomg . I'm so gonna hug (Y). Okay luh , i gotta go. Have a nice day BOOMZ-ers.

Egoist.

MUM'S BIRTHDAY WAS A BLAST .

(shall explain it tomorrow)

btw i would like to thank to my dear passionate bitch who never fails to make me angry.

Because your dear friend is going to confront me tomorrow.

And im not at all worried because i know i will win unless his ego is bigger than his effing dick.

Mum's happiness is my happiness.

(koped from Wx's blog)

Mum's 46th birthday is just tomorrow ! :D Omg can't wait !

Okay here's the checklist ..

Steamboat / Hotplate : CHECK .

Garfield Birthday cake : CHECK

25 bux *poof* : CHECK

Chicken Wings : CHECK

Decorations : CHECK

Mega post it birthday card : UNCHECK

Prawns : UNCHECK

Stingray : UNCHECK

My 25 bux just *poofed* because i paid half of the birthday cake. I really hope she likes it. Now , i gotta find the pair of earrings i bought for her two weeks' back with Khadijah :D Money fly fly away , *sobs* . Nehmind, for the sake of Mum's happiness. Im willing to lose it .

Buaibuaix.

HELLO WELLOH YOU FREAKING FELLOWS.

(laughs)

Good morning readers. Now it's 8.10am in the bright and sunny morning . And i'm posting for you readers. Hehehe . I'm stucked at home for the whole day . Hmm , later i should go for karaokeing :) It's been a long time since i sang . Hehehehe . Im still in a blur of what to write. Kanasai uh .

Im still so angry over the fact that Fatin complained to Irfan about me . Who is he to her? Her lover? Cannot be. I mean, i've known her since last year, and we had certain fights. Well, surely there's ups and downs in friendship . She's complaining every single shit to Irfan .

You want to know why im acting this way ? It's because the thing she always talk about is either about her family (that, i don't mind) or is either irfan or afiq . I mean, c'mon. Isn't there someone else to talk about ? Everytime , 'Fishy .. ' or 'Ikan.. ' . I get so agitated over the fact that you even repeated it okay . It's super frustrating and irritating. I don't hate you fatin , i just hate your attitude. I just don't want you to be a nuisance or a third party in the relationship .

You said that you don't like him , i understand. But if i could still remember , you are just hiding this stuffs from me . And opening it to Khadijah just because khadijah wanted to berkenalan with him last time . Completely ridiculous. You don't totally own friends, and why must be so secretive kan ?

Fatin : Im going to JP with someone later

Me : Who uh ?

Fatin : Someone

You could just say it was Irfan . It's no biggie . I wouldn't like 'EH FATIN, YOU GOING OUT WITH IRFAN?! OMG OMG OMG! ' . Infact , i don't give a hoot about that guy . Why must i care about him ? He's not playing a big part in my life what . Sometimes i find it very overreacting okay . What's the biggie about him ? His looks ? Does looks even count ? What's with you mental block people . C'mon la , if i got to know that he wants to berkenalan with me last year, i will have known him for months now . HE'S NOT A BIGSHOT , BLOODYHELL .

Who was the one who was there for you most of the times ? US . We can seriously feel the distance in our friendship because now your life is filled with FISHY FISHY FISHY . Awh , he stinks . If you say guyfriends need attention . Tell you what, YOUR GIRLFRIENDS TOO NEED ATTENTION . Solve this yourself , because im sick of telling you what to do and what not to do .

I could write chapters for you, but if you don't change .. it's useless fatin .

It's just useless. (sigh)

Bye ):

Salt or sugar rush ?

HEYHO LITTLE PIGLETS .

Just came back home. Tomorrow is a one-day holiday , again. Hope that the fucking internet won't break down. Hahahah :D I'm so happy yawh . Chatting with Humairah seniorita :D Very fun to talk to her, like i've known her for years (chey , what the hell la)

Went out with family. Went to Jurong point. Bought a dress for me so that i can wear to cousin's wedding which is in two weeks' time. I can't wait man :D OMG . I tell you what, I FRIGGIN LOVE THE DRESS. Omfg . I'm not gonna wear heels, sad thing huh . My leg cannot tahan la . The only thing i cannot use for footwears is anything w heels. Whether it is 1 inch or 2 inch or 10 inch. I cannot tahan the height thingy whatever shit it is la.

Then went to makan at Macdonalds. Ate mcflurry's. Wooohooooooooo :D I've been longing it for days. For a few fucking days . Omg . Im a happy kid, once again . Dudududu . Then went walking again , went NTUC to shop for groceries and some stuffs for birthday surprise for dear Mum . Headed to West Coast hawker centre. Ate bee hoon goreng and drank milo dinosaur (RAWRSZ!) .

Then begged mum to buy me HIPHOPJELLY ICECREAM . Woohoo :D Ice cream again , huh ? Well who cares. I think im having sugar rush now. Because im typing super fast. I mean within four minutes, i type this much. Omfg. What's wrong with me (smiling away) . Btw, Hiphop jelly icecream is actly jelly which is frozen and the flavour is .. something sour. SUPER SYIOK to the max . I LUV IT YOU BITCHES. I SERIOUSLY LUV IT.

Hahahaha, gotta go and layan seniorita again :D

boohoo , buaibuaix

pissed off to the very core

TELLING YOU OFF NOW .

I am sick and tired of repeating this again , and again , and again . I want you to stop smsing that guy, you even posted in your blog that your bill burst, then why are you smsing him ? You've got to control yourself ! And when Lina told you to stop being the third party in their relationship, what did you do? You told him and the girlfriend got scolded because of you. YOU ARE SUCH AN EXTRA. I mean, if you want to search for a guy, search for a guy who is single and available. It's not good to be in the third party ! It's never good . You got the so called 'looks' any guy can fall for you. And why did you choose a guy who is attached to a girl.

I mean, if im the girlfriend, seriously i would get pissed off too ! And you said you and the girlfriend are now okay because you contacted her through fb. So? Do you think she can forgive you for what you have done to her relationship with the boyfriend? She's hurt you know that. Do you know that?! You knew about it and yet you don't give a hoot. What the fuck is this? Seriously, i mean it's okay if you and him are just PLAINLY FRIENDS. but , it seems that you are acting more than friends. And if you didn't so called 'layan' him, would you land in this situation? NO RIGHT. Don't blame the guy for contacting you first. You should try blaming yourself first because your greatest enemy is you !

Please, leave them alone . I want them to be in a happy relationship.

Hope they will get better in the relationship soon , amin .

Khadijah, get well soon yeah .

blueberry butter bun .

THROWING PAPER BALLS IS UBER FUN :D (rates it @ 5/5)

Hey, good evening people . Im really sorry for not posting for the past two days, internet broke down yesterday. I don't have any idea why whenever i am on a one-day kind of holiday, the internet 'coincidentally' breaks down. It's weird yet sickening -.-'

Wednesday,

exam marks were revealed and it wasn't satisfying at all. I failed science, but thank god i passed Mathematics and the others. English marks weren't that satisfying either (sighs) . Anyway, during the science period, ivy , gail and me played paper ball fight. Hahaha . All ivy's fault la. She go throw eraser dust at Gail . Then Gail used paper to throw back . Completely hilarious k .

Then at night talked to (Y) on the phone . He was his aunt's house then w/o me knowing, he go put the phone on loudspeaker mode . Then i go sing, and the family members sang along . I was shocked at first lah, but then i got so shy i stopped singing. Hahahaha . Btw, was singing 'Im yours' . One of my favs you know.

Thursday,

Actually wanted to meet (Y) today . But i think he was having a sleepover at his aunt's house. Then i got bored at home as the fucking internet connection was down. So i watched tv, and the shows were completely BORING eventhough i have cable tv. Luckily i got cable tv, if not i have to watch local shows 24/7 . I did drawings based on real picture lah . It's abit distorted, but i don't care. Muahahaha .

Mum told me 2nd jie was at hospital because of some bone thing , her spine and something to do with her knees. Tomorrow im going to visit her , hope she gets well soon , amin .

Today,
After school stayed back with a few cliques. Then they had to prepare for the Step it up thingy . So i had nothing to do at all cause i didn't take part . Went to westmall bought some board thingy for mum's birthday card (her birthday is coming in a few days' time, like .. in four days time) . Then went back home , sepak takraw boys kinda kacau me again . Sianz . Then went to get ready to go hospital to visit jiejie .

At hospital, go 7eleven and bought mashed potato, then went Mr.bean and bought soyabean icecream. Woohoo . One of my favs alright . Then went to Emergency ward . Only two people allowed, so jie and brotherinlaw went inside, i stayed outside talking to (Y) on the phone. I go disturb his sleep , sorry (Y) ! Then walk walk blahdeeblah .

Jie's condition wasnt good. She can't walk properly. I think my family have some bone condition bah, cause i also have leh . Sianz . Hopefully, jie can walk properly before mum's birthday arrive , amin . Her condition was kinda scary ... ):

I loike loike loike this drawing the best .
I edited this a little bit :D

My fiercest cat , Raezyn .

My star sign , LEO.

Leo strong keywords :

- Confident , Ambitious , Generous , Loyal & Encouraging .

Leo weakness keywords :

- Pretentious , Domineering , Melodramatic , Stubborn & Vain (HAHA!)

Leo and Independence :

Leo is very independent and they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them . They would prefer not to be alone.

Leo and Friendship :

People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and the warm spirit . They have the ability to lift one spirit's up and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people are naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are weird if you do. Some Leos might to be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centred but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is an ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge (LIKE REAL) and they are very forgiving . They have respect and understanding of people's differences.

Leo and Temperament :

Leo loves the new and the extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if it is this they are faced with, they would simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo more prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere to just for something to keep their vicious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who would not take orders and not give an inch, Leos would not budge into their opinions, they will understand and accept of opinions of others but they do not take to people to try to impose beliefs on them . Leo often have the most temperament of demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on their boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.

Leo Deep Inside :

Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well (NOT) . Leo loves praises and flattery , their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about the pride. This can cause them to be self-centred but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (friends) do not provide the need of appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego , but no one will know as they suffer in silence. The secret of Leo is that they need to be needed.

IM LIKE THAT. WEEHOO . Now i know who i really am .

Wootzah .

Hello marshymellowsz.

HELLO ELLO LLO LO O .

Hey hey me me . Today was overall an average day for me. If those bitches in the library didn't say anyth and a tagger who doesn't realise we are trying to get rid of him/her . Seriously la, get lost . We are very fvcking irritated by your fvcking attitude okay . Fvck you people who seriously spoiled my day. Fvck you.

First period , Music. I was so over joyed that the first period was music. Then Mdm Toh gladly said that she have to help her 5N's -.- So she just duped us for her class (a good thing in a way.. i guess) Mr. whatever his name is , came and took over the class. Was quite shiok for a moment.

Then had D&t, suckeroony . I hate D&T. Fvck it, i dont care. Followed by Recess.

After recess was Mother Tongue , slacked for all i care. I got 60/100 . Hahaha, i don't give a damn because it's not included in the End of Year's results. Only HMT marks are taken for EOYs. And i got an A for HMT. Smart huh ? Well , what do you get if a student is studying peribahasa like shit ? A SMART ASS.

Followed by English. Totally flunked it. Well, i passed. But not up to my expectations . Ms __ very diaoz with her marking la, ive been a good writer since the starting of the year, and she marked my compo like a just pass kinda mark ? I DONT DESERVE THAT YOU KNOW.

MATHEMATICS was quite a thriller.. I improved from a D7 student to a B4 student. Quite a jump huh ? Thanks to my trustworthy tuition teacher , Mr. Andrew (not my class andrew) . Mdm Thilagam said i improved alot :D Woootzaah . IM NOT TAKING A MATHS YOU MOTHAFVCKIN PEOPLE.

Went to WM and ate Waffle stick. I dont wanna talk about it la. SIANZ OF PEOPLE TAGGING US LIKE ONE MOTHER FVCKING BITCH. ARGH.

Everyone in the malay class knows who im referring to. Right Khairi? Her attitude like one shitzo like that. Kanasai. Kanenabuchaochibai. You must change your goddamn attitude! Okay la sianz of saying this shit over and over again.

I seriously hate the librarians at Bukit Batok library , they got attitude problem leh. Seriously want to sue them sia, i didn't even do a single thing and i got scolded. Fvck you mothafvcking makciks KAYPOH LIKE SHIT. go die go die go diee.

Me and Fatin's painting .

The girl with the white ribbon is me :D

My painting obviously on the left.

i love my boyfriend.

Annyeong-haseyo fellars.

Im sorry if i didn't update yesterday. The bloody internet was down, now it's okay, (alhamdulilah) . Tell you what, my second jie help me cut my fringe into bangs :D It's abit retarded, but it's bangs anyway. IM BACK TO BANGS BABY. Bangs 'originally' belong to me you know, cause i had bangs since i rebonded my hair, so it was since the end of my primary five life. Now only fashion, all the girls go kpo cut bangs -.-' sianz.

photo gallery .

MORE PICTURES FOR YOU TO SEE :D

I loike this picture.

I love my hair here :D Awexome.

Random peeps.

Senantiasa shiok sendiri (SSS)

:D smile everyoneee .

At syifaa's crib , her house very plain and nice seh.

Deeparaya luv.

SUHLAMAT HARI RAYA + DEEPAVALI = DEEPARAYA .

uploaded some pictures that was taken a few weeks back, creds to Khaliesa.

We played bunga api (fireworks) for like half an hour and even recorded a video,

my house was the last stop , then we played the fireworks from 10.30 to 11pm.

Woohoo, i will never forget this moment .

have fun looking or gazing or whatever.

Entah kenapa aku merasa kesedihan dalam hatiku ?

im feeling kinda down, dont wanna talk about it.

I need a shoulder to cry on

I know i look retarded, its already 10+ nearly 11 in the night,

what do you expect? A fresh looking face? -.-

Random people.

Khaliesa's bunga api blocked my face :/

I loike my hair here, like veh natural.

Main bunga api (fireworks) is so goddamn fun ! :D

The only four of us who went for raya-ing.

Im just feeling so down, i dont know why.

I may look strong on the outside, but i am as fragile as glass.

Just with a knock , i can shatter into pieces.

pictures

KOPE ALL THE PICTURES ALL YOU WANT.

But remember to give credits to me :D

I chao first uh, i needa wash my hair again cause my hair was flat aft wearing tudung for madrasah -_- . Sianz.

tweet tweet says oink oink.

TWEET TWEET says oink oink :D

Good afternoon readers ! Im currently eating Sarpino's pizza. And i tell you something, the pieces are so gawddamn big alright. One piece is enough you know. Very super filling . Not like Pizza Hut , which is expensive and salty or Canadian pizza , small piece eventhough it's a buy one get one free kind of thing .

Playfish is being such a selfish pig. I can't play pet society these few days, and i don't know why. Uh, fuck it. (Waiting for a few moments..) Alright is okay! Hahahaha , thank god. But my pet is so freaking smelly. Hahaha. and im so poor. Im so going to buy that white dress for my kitty :D

Thank you Fatincousinluv for belanjaing me ice lemon tea :D Hahaha .

Blah dee blah blah blah. Since exams are over, i can use the internet whenever i want to use it. Okay that's so coooooooooool . Anw, i am so gonna learn how to dance that abracadabra song. Btw, Khadijah , I GOT KBS WORLD. Omg. I just found that out -.-'

I know the blogskin seems boring. I'll try and find a new type of blogskin. This is sooo not me.

okay la chaolos.

the games we played.

SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.

Firstly, i would like to say sorry to Hadi again, for hurting your heart. At that point of time, i was having moodswing.. so yeah. Hope you understand . I feel kind of guilty towards you. Anyway, you are not a burden in my life, infact you always advice me and stuff. That's why i love you , bestfriend .

Im sorry that you guys have to relink me , again . Because i'm kinda sick of poopedsicle. So i changed it to ZEEMONOBAKA ! . I find it unique :D Too bad, nobody has ever used the word monobaka , besides Saiful (junior). Haha . Okay la, lmao . My blogskin very pinky hor. I loikee.

Aft school slack @ Bbtea shop w Khadijah. Ate onion rings and drink strawberry milk tea . One of my favs. Emilia and Ivy joined us. We gossiped about someone la , haha . Girls are such good gossip-ers. Anws, aft that played 'stack up chairs' . Then we played 'Talk on the handphone game'. Aiya , Khadijah , Ivy and Emilia .. it's i know you know right ^.^

Then went to WM. Walk walk then went to Koufu's . Camwhored alot, hahaha crappish la dey. Then go Harvey norman's go print picture and put it in sketchbook . Wrote alot of stuffs about that bitch. Anyway , sorry Fatin for not picking up your call ! Then draw somemore. Crapped all the way till 2.45 pm

Wanted to go back home, group of mats behind us . We hide in one shop, but eventually when we came out we saw them passing by. (Gah -.-') Then went outside WM went to bus interchange. Kinda scary because mats behind me. Then went to 947 area there, the mats sat there too . It was a pretty scary thing. Then i quickly took out my trusty mp3 and blasted my music. So i dont give a damn about them.

Went back home and slept. He's still not well, get well soon luv ! :D

I gotta go , cause i wanna chat with someone la . Hehehehehehhehe.

Sayonara kuds.